This is a collection of my late night journal entries as I navigate through the terrible things that people have done to me. This also contains conversations with myself as I wallow in self-loathing for all the things I want it to be but can't seem to achieve. This book delves into the pain of knowing how powerless you are and realizing that all you could do is hope that the hurt would be lessened once you materialize your feelings through writing. This body of work is based on my personal experiences, and I am gracious enough to let you take a glimpse. Who knows? Maybe through people relating to my story, I could finally be healed.