S. T. Lucian

Hi,

I'm someone who has a list full of medical conditions and some of them can be fatal if not managed. Currently, I don't have up to date medicine which is making me feel unnerved because I do not want to perish just yet since I have so much to do in life still. I want to complete writing a book or books, I want to marry the love of my life, adopt kids with them -can't do biological way due to my conditions, could die during child birth and such, and do so much with him.

I'm not ready to leave and I'm scared that I'll leave him before I get the chance to do a lot of things... To make a bunch of memories. At the same time, I don't want to give him so many good memories because it could give him too much pain and grief if I pass on.

Haha, sorry for such a sad bio... Please don't pity me or feel sorry that I have to deal with such things. I had enough of that ever since I was young.

Luckily, I did surpass what the doctors said about me dying before my adulthood, but look at me, I'm in my 20's.

"Hello, My Love" isn't a story and are my actual thoughts and feelings. There are letters -essentially- for my significant other.

Much Love.