I know I don't really update my stories all too often nowadays, or if anybody really cares, but I want to make this work so bad. My dream, ever since I started writing, was to eventually have one of my stories make it big. Whether that be here on Wattpad or somewhere else. I'd prefer here. This is the first place I started writing. Feel kind of connected to it in that way. I feel like I've grown personally as a writer, even if I've either stupidly deleted to write new versions or have just completely hidden my older stories, so I can't prove it. But this just means so much to me. And believe me, the last thing I'm writing this for is sympathy. I'm just putting this out there for those who do care and read. I'm not giving up or quitting. Just trying to push myself to actually write more. Like I said, I want this to work. I want to get my stories and ideas out there. I would love to have one of them turn into a movie or show, and I would even love if one got animated. And I know everybody says that. The wanting to succeed part, not the stuff about the shows and movies. But I just sit here and constantly think about my stories. Ideas are constantly flowing for them, I just don't commit to writing them. I want that to change. It will change. Nothing will stop me from completing my current stories and writing new ones. Just might have to find new means to focus on writing them. Probably listening to music or something, I don't know. But I just want you to know, if you've read this far, this is one of the places I call home. I'm not going anywhere. If you did read this far, thanks for following me. And if you're not followed, thanks for taking time out of your day to read this unit of an essay. It really does mean a lot. Guess there's just one thing left to say. Time to make this work.