belliia

idk why but every book i write… during chapters 5-6 i go into some type of slump and all my writing abilities slow down and i can’t write (crying)
          	
          	like im writing a new chapter for hopelessly and it’s going incredibly slow (so sorry about that) I’m hoping to get it out today or tomorrow! (Really late at night)

Urfavgirly123

@belliia lyt (a fish…mk)
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belliia

@Urfavgirly123 thanks bookie love you (fish emoji)
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belliia

@averyaugustine thank you ily pooks 
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belliia

idk why but every book i write… during chapters 5-6 i go into some type of slump and all my writing abilities slow down and i can’t write (crying)
          
          like im writing a new chapter for hopelessly and it’s going incredibly slow (so sorry about that) I’m hoping to get it out today or tomorrow! (Really late at night)

Urfavgirly123

@belliia lyt (a fish…mk)
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belliia

@Urfavgirly123 thanks bookie love you (fish emoji)
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belliia

@averyaugustine thank you ily pooks 
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belliia

i am obsessed with making hair wraps. ♡

belliia

@ILoveBooks122011 it’s just like a hair accessory made with strings
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belliia

is it just me or does wattpad keeps like randomly freezing then freezes. Ona. good day it will refresh after like a few long minutes but majority of the days I have to reclose the whole thing. I’m actually suffering rn.

Valdez_wife

@belliia  Yes! I thought my phone was just broken or smth lol
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l0wk3y2006

@belliia nooo omg that's awful, im sorry, babe, hang in there!<3333
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StanmarshIssuperga

@belliia OML I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE THANK GOD
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belliia

i might put back up by charlie bushnell fic… idk though maybe one day when i get to a decent amount of chapters in hopelessly

belliia

@Miss_Marious mason always stays up
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Miss_Marious

@belliia b-but what about Mason?
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belliia

do you guys just ever read all your drafted books from the previous years and cringe at how bad it is but for me I actually ate with the plot and everything but it’s so cringe.. i would pass away. But some im like “why didn’t i continue?”. what’s going on through my head at 10 years old to be writing this… all the past phases… 
          
          also is it just me(probs it is just me) or like do you freak out at every scratches thinking it would turn into a scar like i think that’s one of my fears now…
          
          chat i have attachment issues 
          
          also i don’t remember what classes i signed up for next year but i know i took creative writing but i had to fill an application so like what if i just didn’t pass it cause those questions were something… it kept asking to describe myself like are we becoming buddies or something? but like what if i just don’t make it in the class 
          
          okay goodnight..

belliia

what if i just die one day but no one would know, ill just be inactive and never updating anything. No one knows irl that i have this account so there’s no way of letting anyone online know if i died 
          
          just an instructive thought ❔

belliia

@awhxmiac it just just to me like that mhm
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l0wk3y2006

@belliia stopp, is it weird that i love these kinds of random thoughts that come to mind??? this is literally one of the millions of reasons ily, omg<33333
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mayamaybe29

@ belliia  then that's what it is. But all that matters is what you left behind. The creations you made up with your own mind. Also, that's so mysterious. No one knows what happened to you. So slay ig
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MaseyWaseyX

pookie what happend to ur other apply fic i was excited to read it *crying emoji* 

MaseyWaseyX

Oh!!!!! Ok if you do end up writing it i will read everyday lol 
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belliia

i didn’t have many people on it so i was gonna delay it and ill just see what i would want to do with it then! I do want to write it though, but ill probably start with it as a last priority
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