cosmic_lattes
Hello my lattes! A lot has happened recently so I'm just gonna be blunt. Some of you already know about my step dad's declining health. At the start of the new year he passed away. Needless to say, it's been difficult to come to terms with after everything we went through to try and help him get healthier. I've been trying to cope but grief has been doing a number on me. Since then I haven't been on Instagram, Wattpad, or Discord. I've muted all 3 apps for my own mental health. It has helped a bit as I don't feel as much pressure to interact. Still, I'd like to apologize to everyone that I haven't talked to since then. I feel terrible about letting those friendships die but I just didn't (and still don't) feel like I was in a good place to talk. I recently received news that my brother passed away and I just feel like everything is too much to handle right now. I'm trying to find ways where I can regain some control of my life so one thing I've decided to do is to start reading again. I'm starting with the books I got for Christmas last year that were never opened. Maybe I'll even come back to reading on Wattpad and some of you will see me in your notifications. Heads up: don't expect me to be spamming like I used to. I really don't have the will to talk to anyone that doesn't live with me, as silly as that may sound. I prefer silence more now than ever. Discord and Instagram will continue to stay muted. If I return to Wattpad to read any time soon then I think I'll limit myself to once a week. Being active in social media just isn't appealing at the moment so I'm taking things one day at a time. We'll see how things go but please don't expect me to be as active as I was before. Things are tough. If you've read this far then I'd like to say thank you so much. I really do appreciate everyone's kindness and I'm sorry once again for vanishing ♡
Demiwitch_hunter
Oh my goodness, I’m so sorry! Sending you love and hugs I hope you start to feel better soon ❤️
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Voyageavecmoi
@cosmic_lattes Take all the time you need to care for yourself. It's hard to maintain a lot of connections when you're grieving. I hope you have some connections that bring you comfort and who support you and that things get easier for you. Take care. Hugs❤️
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mstheodora
@cosmic_lattes when my mother died suddenly, I joined a grief support group. It helped me tremendously. Sending hugs.
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