Hello there Sreeja, a note for you. I'm reading your poems for the past few days, and they all are too exquisite to behold a separate meaning. I will not go by a great length of poetic excellence, that is not how honest opinions should sound. But splurge of emotions have their fair share in your poetry. Raw, distinctive and crashing insides, this is your work.
I've rarely read anyone as good, I appreciate Pearl to my whole heart, but her writing style is different from yours, and yours just is like a car hitting from front, creating an enigmatic roadside mess. None never brought out loss and trauma as your poetry too.
As a token of gratitude, I would love to host a poetry reward where I'll be sending a note of gratitude as well as a poetry book you want to read in your mail. Again, oh brilliance, your work!