Pani_noci
hi, angel, I hope you're doing good. I'm not sure whether you're still active on this platform but I think of you from time to time. I wonder, you know... did my messages help her? is she somewhere sound and safe? or does she have more battles to fight while I can't be there for her? I just hope you have loving people around you who will always hold you close and support you when needed ^-^ I remember that sending you messages and all those small poems helped me change a lot. so I want you to know that you helped me as well. I used to be really pessimistic but after getting to know you, I started becoming more of a completely opposite person. and now, I'm a wild sunshine roaming around! so thank you so much for being here for me (even though you may have not even known) you also helped me in one other way! thanks to you, I decided to name all my followers "beautiful angels". so when I'm making an announcement, I can always think of you. I recall your smile on that one photo of you I got to see, the beautiful eyes and stunning girl sitting there, on the grass. I think of the girl who was so important to me, even though she's always been an online friend and we've never seen in person, that made me feel like "yes. naming my little fandom after her is the least I could do. she's more than worth it."
Pani_noci
texting like this makes me nostalgic, to be honest. I keep recalling the younger me, typing into the keyboard of her pc or phone, trying to think of yet another words to describe how beautiful of a person you are. and I really hope you still remember that as you are beautiful, in and out I don't even think I have enough words to explain how much do I still care about you, even though we've not talked in a long time. I just hope things got better for you. I hope you're smiling now, feeling good about yourself and life. because you deserve only the best and nothing less. if you ever happen to need to talk again, you know where to find me - here or my Instagram. however, I'm not sure if we texted there much so in any case, feel free to ask for it and we coule get in touch again. I miss you and love you endlessly still. please, take care because those beautiful wings don't deserve to hurt I love you, my beautiful angel <3
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