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5. There he stood

"If I could just die in your arms, I wouldn't mind "

Song : Die in your arms
By Justin Bieber

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Sia

I really didn't know where I was going. All I could see was blurry lights and loud honks. Everything was just so loud. Seemed like everyone and everything was laughing at me.

For loving someone who was never going to spare me. My heart.

Those feelings I've harvested in my heart just after a glance at him. Changed my life.

One moment I was in love. And the very next moment the same lover of mine was throwing me out of his building as a piece of dirt.

That's what I'm always going to be for him

He's rich. Handsome. Successful.

And me?

Poor. Clumsy. And now a jobless 22 year old .

I don't belong with him.

Never was.

Never will.

My sobs were becoming louder and louder, my eyes Turning even blurry.
The tears just won't stop!
In search of a napkin I turned around to grab my bag which caused the stairing wheel to turn , my car tilting and the next second everything went black.

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I tried opening my eyes but they felt so heavy. I felt someone squeezing my hand and I knew it was lily.

Struggling I opened my eyes and the first thing I saw was white walls.

Ugh, fuckin hospitals.

"Oh my God! Sia!"

There She was.

Lily .

My bestfriend.

Crying her eyes out.

Atleast someone loves me. And is afraid of losing me.

I gave her a small smile.

At which she slapped my arm.

Hard.

"Lily! What the hell?!"

I turned around and saw Kyle gawking at her.

"You fuckin Bitch! What the hell were you thinking!?! You slut! You could have died! Didn't you think of me?! I was so fuckin worried ! "

There she sat blabbering and ranting.

My heart felt at home.

I chuckled at her. Same old shit mouthed lily.

And then I hugged her hard. She started sobbing