Innocent Heart

Chapter 41 Stranger! who saved me

Damaris POV

"Kill me Lucifer, this is the only way we can get separated," I whispered to him looking into his eyes confidently

He peered at me with shocked

After some time, he threw away that knife when he realized what I just said, he laughed wryly looking at me

"You think, like I will ever dirt my hand with your dirty blood, the blood of that man who is the murderer of my parents," he said to me coldly while looking bitterly at me

I stared at him, for some moments
and looked down at the floor, breathing heavily

Finally, I closed my eyes and took a long breath, and looked at him smiling sadly while nodding little

"Yes, you are right Lucifer, indeed I am so unfortunate and unpure blood, daughter of a murderer," I whispered dryly, in Reality, I am ashamed. ashamed of myself, who I am

"Okay, I will go as you don't want to see my face but I just want to tell you that " I whispered teary-eyed and took hold of his hand softly while bringing back of his hands over my cheeks caressing it feeling the warmth of his hand, then I looked at him

"I just want to say that, if you ever realize that you want to come back to me, you want to be with me, I will accept you with my open arms whenever you wish to be with me, " I said smiling sadly and make my way towards the exit

I come towards deserted road waking lostly

Everything seems so broken and shallow now, I felt so lightweight and shallow; I am complete empty from inside, no emotions, no feelings, no love, no feeling of completion, no warmth

Even, my head also feels like a brick of ice kept over it so cold.

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I woke up with noise knocking on my door

I assume it must be Lucifer; he realized his love for me; he is there

I happily set up and rushed towards the door, but, when I opened it, it's not Lucifer no one is there, I heard giggling of children, they must be children of my neighbors, they always knock over my door and ran aside, their typical naughty tactics

I locked the door in disappointment and remain sat in my place, what is going on with me these days

Am I that much unfortunate for you dear god; that you forgot to write happiness on my part

I felt so hollow from my side; I want to cry so badly, Lucifer is going to be married to someone else, not me, why I loved him then why

I clenched my face from my hands and; I felt a burning sensation over my skin; I felt my nails dig into my cheeks which, bruised them, so badly

I run upwards to the terrace of the building of my apartment, as I come there, I looked down and notice how much high this building is; I come to the endpoint of the terrace, just one more step and I will be free from this unfortunate life, yes; I will do this

I closed my eyes and was about to jump down, as I felt winds touching my bare arms, making me shiver

I am about to jump down from height but I heard someone's voice

"If you want to jump, then go, do it but before that, please; give me your apartment keys, so that I can use the things in your apartment after you will be dead, " I heard a voice from behind

I turned around and looked up, it's a guy with amber eyes and black hair, wearing a casual shirt with faded blue jeans, he is very good looking

I glared at him.