~Dazai Angst Oneshots~ <Dazai x Chuya>

"Sleep Well BlockHead"

"dazai..BANDAGE"

dazias head shot up from his daze to a irritated leprechaun of a man

"Yes read"

"WHAT DID YOU CALL ME"

"nothing what do you want"

chuyas expression changes from anger to slight worry

"you dont have to be a dick you just havent eaten any of your dinner youve just been head on into that book whats so interesting about it anyways?""

dazai pulls his head out of the book turning the cover to chuyas face

"1,000 and 1 ways to kill yourself its really quite intreating you should read it im looking at a new one its something about a pressure point on your back want me t show you where"

"NO YOU SUICIDLE BLOCK HEAD JUST...eat something you didn't eat lunch or breakfast.. n-not that i care.. i dont just boss will be mad if your passing out"

dazai puts his nose back in his book mumbling a short

"k"

chuya jumps up annoyed putting his plate away and storming out.

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is he gone?

dazai shots his head up to see an empty room when he confirmed nobody was in there he wordlessly took all of his food and cut it up into small pieces tossing them in the trash and leaving a plate that looks mostly eaten for chuya to find and scold him later its better than being yelled at for his eating habits.

after that he walked to his and chuyas shared room to find it empty room thats ok he enjoys the quiet he sat down on his bed putting in headphones and going back to his book when maybe 20 minutes later a very angry looking red head walks in with. a trash can in his hand>

"can i help you leprechaun"

dazai says cheekily pulling out his headphones but still looking at his book 

"what is this"

chuya says pulling out the pieces of dazas un eaten dinner 

"looks like scraps feed them to morri"

"IDIOT"

chuya screams throwing the-bin at dazia

"what the hell"
dazai says looking up to his shock to see a teary eyed chuya

"chuya?"

"FUCKING DUMBASS"

he screams chocking back sobs

"I KNOW YOU HAVENT BEEN EATTING IDIOT IVE KNOWN FOR A WHILE BUT IM FUCKING PISSED NOW ITS BEEN THREE DAYS DAZAI THREE WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING YOUR THE ONLY PERSON I HAVE WHY"

"c-chuya i-"
"NO DONT CHUYA ME WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS ABOUT IS IT SOME SICK GAME DID YOU READ IT IN THAT FUCKING BOOK WHAT WHAT DAZAI"

"I DONT KNOW OK"

dazai finally says avoiding eye contact

"i- i dont kno-"

he cut himself off with a sob he had desperately been trying to hold in wrapping his arms around himself trying to comfort himself"

"i dont know"

"..daz"

chuya says this time his voice is gentle as he slowly walks up to his childhood friend trying not to scare him lightly wrapping his arms around dazai who tenses but melts into the hug sobbing into the smaller males neck holding onto him like a lifeline

"im sorry"
"shh"
he says patting his hair

"whens the last time you ate dummy"
"does it count if i threw up after.."

cuyas breath hitched trying to keep his gentle tone simply shaking his head no

"i- i dont know a-a w-week?"
wordlessly chuya unwrapped his arms from the brown haired male and leaveing the room leaving dazai who fell backing into sobs holding himself and scratching his arms trying to calm down

moments later chuya comes into the room with a small cup of soup putting it down quickly to help the boy grabbing his arms to stop him from scratching himself 

"daz please breath youll be ok alright im not mad at you"

dazai nods his head his hands still shaking as chuya slowly sits beside him with he mug of soup 

"just try"

he says with a small smile dazai shakily takes the mug more tears falling off-his face chuya reaching over to wipe them away 

"breath"

the brunett slowly takes a sip of it and swallows hesitantly breaking into even harder tears than before 

"hey hey shhh i got you its ok your ok i promise when did this start daz"
"s-since i was s-sixteen i *hiccup*dont know why"

he says still hiding his head into the smaller males chest chuyas heart broke at this he didnt notice for so many years sure dazai was thinn but hed always been that way he never throught about it

"daz look at me..please"

he slowly lifts his head up hesitantly making eye contact with the red head

"hey there you are"

he says whipping his tears and placing a kiss on his forehead

"shhh go to sleep well talk more tomorrow"
dazai just nods his head before slowly drifting to sleep on the red heads chest just before chuya did as-well 

"sleep well block head"

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fin