Lavender eyes | sanegiyu & giyuu angst

𝐇𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬.

3rd person
After the 2 men arrived at the mini hot springs in awe they went into the showers

Sanemi pov

im so nervous, i feel like i'm going to burst if i just see tomioka half naked, wtf?? stay on track sanemi. "Alright tomioka imma go in the shower on the left u can go on the right" i said as giyuu turned his head from beside me and said "okay" i looked at him as he walked and realized that as he was walking to the shower he started stripping.... his haori.... his belt.. his sh- SHIT! i looked away in embarrassment and went to do my shower on my own. After the shower we got done around the same time and only had towels around our waist. I looked at him and couldn't help but notice his bare muscles, his back and his hair down wet. Omfg i'm gunna c-"Let's go shinazugawa i'm ready" said giyuu "Okay shithead u first." He walked infront of me while holding his arms infront of him and kinda looking down for some reason??? i don't really give a fuck just an observation."Look away while i get in please" The raven said. I looked away as i heard the hot steamy water splash softly. "You can get in now i won't look."As he put his hands over his eyes. I slowly lowered my towel scared the dude was gunna take a peek at my dick but regardless after i got in he uncovered his hands from his eyes and we relaxed for a few mins before ordering a few alcoholic drinks.

3rd person
"U-uhm here you go shinazugawa and tomioka, here's your drinks and if you want anymore let me know." Said the scared akiara from the front desk petrified of sanemi while blushing profusely as she kept taking peeks and giyuu. "Thanks i guess shithead." Sanemi replied
Sanemi and giyuu drank them all in 10 minutes and they kept ordering and ordering more alcoholic drinks.

25 minutes in the hot spring

"H-hey shinazugawa" Giyuu said slurred as he was getting drunk off his mind. "Yea man?" Sanemi replied curios to what he was going to ask.
"Are you gay or what cuz i am, although im in denial about it at times. haha" hiccup
Sanemi looked suprised as his head was spinning and said "Oh really? maybeee i like girls AND guys what's it to you asshole. and why would u be in denail" Giyuu put on a half-sad expression and said "Well maybe we can be more than friends at one point" hiccuping once through his sentance, ignoring sanemis question before hand. shinazugawa looked up at him blushing visibly and said "Maybe we can. But i don't know ur kindddd of an asshole" tomioka put on a jokingly shocked face and said "really?" and then said shortly after "Maybe if i did this you would like me even more." He inches closer to sanemi put his hand on his cheek and kissed him, not rough, not harshly, not a quick one. One that was passionate, one that felt truly loving despite the fact that they were drunk. he kissed him for a few seconds, although it felt like an eternity before he pulled away, sanemi felt astonished and then said "Let's- let's go and we can continue this upstairs giyuu" sanemi said fluttering his eyes like it hurt to keep them open "Okay but did you just call me by my first name?" Giyuu said it awe noticing that detail he had let slip. "I guessss i did. what's it to you?"
"i guess nothing lets go sanemi"
they smiled at eachother with their heads spinning in circles as they got out and went to the shower rooms and got dressed quickly.
They walked backed to their room off their mind and it was still early.

As they entered their room giyuu practically jumped on sanemi embracing his torso with lust and sanemi just stood their blushing
"I need to change sanemi" giyuu said suddenly
and sanemi nodded and giyuu just straight up took of his clothes infront of him, but nothing below the belt. And as giyuu was looking for a new something to wear in the closet,
Sanemi grew angry, not just for no reason. not at all. He could've sworn she saw a cut or 2 on his arm that were relatively new along eith several ones that had scarred. He doesn't know if he has a cat or cuts himself, he's too drunk to focus. he will figure it out later, but no matter what he remembers and or doesn't in the morning, he won't forget this.
During sanemi zoning out giyuu was finally done and tapped on him and said "let's sleep i'm tired my head hurts sanemi" forgetting about his envy for sanemi's body.
"Okay giyuu whatever you say" they both landed on shinazugawas bed embracing each other as if they wouldnt see eachother after they woke up.

Giyuu softy fell asleep to the soft sounds of breathing of his crush- no, lover? He couldn't help but feel finally loved for once with nothing but warmth surrounding him, on the outside and the inside, literally and metaphorically.

Sanemi fell asleep at the mesmerizing smell of his "colleague". sanemi will probably never bring himself to really like giyuu, or say it publicly for that matter. regardless, he felt happy holding giyuu close to his chest and giyuu holding his arms around his body. they had several hours till they needed to look for the demon again, how hard can that be? Even with the massive hangover they will get.

But no matter what was to happen tonight,
finding the demon(s) or not
they will be right by eachother in the end, after all, how can anything go wrong with those beautiful lavender eyes right by giyuus side?
He will get his revenge, actually no, not his revenge
His Peace.

(authors note
hey you guys this was kinda a rush chaoter meaning j rushed thru it and i didn't go over it or anything but uhhh i hope you guys like it? i didn't think any of the lines over much but there's always time to fix things

uhh hey year later i fixed the drunk part shit was weird lmk if u notice anything else

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