yrkkh abhira ff

chapter 56

"  please leave me Abhi" I said

He didn't listen and continue to nibbled the spot of my neck where he has just left the mark

I don't know why
Seeing myself now
so  defenseless in front of him

I burst out and started crying

Abhimanyu sharply look at me when he realised that Iam crying

He instantly leave me

" Aksh...

" stop it, will you!!
What are you trying to do , Abhi,
You think doing all of  that,

I will forget everything like always,

We will reconciled easily like always  huh!!" I screamed at him while tears  flow indecivisely from my eyes

Suddenly  All the humiliation,
His harsh  words  again rang out in mind!

Abhimanyu looked at me with shocked expression

" stop crying please,
Iam really sorry for my behavior " Abhimanyu said guiltily and tried to hold me

I instantly took a step back

Abhimanyu's pov....

When I saw that boy hugging Akshara
I wanted to tear apart him,

I clenched my fist in anger and without thinking anything,

I dragged Akshara in the changing room, and totally immobilize her from moving

And again my anger wins,

I again hurt her

I was shocked when I saw her crying

In my anger,  I didn't see that my Akshu is hurting,

My all anger vanished when I listened her words

All left was regret

But when I saw her taking one step away from me,
It hit me hard

She wanted to get away from me!!
From her Abhi

" it was childish isn't?
To get you feel jealous with playing this tricks

But that's  all I have ,
I wanted to hurt you too,
Like you hurt me, so I did this

How could you say all these things to me , Abhi

You didn't trust me damn it" She yelled at me

" I trust you Akshara,
The words which all I said ,
Yeh sab maine gusse mai kaha tha" I said in desperate voice

" I know that you didn't mean it ,
But Abhi gusse mai kabhi kabhi insaan sach bol jaata hai,

Tumhe kya lgta hai ,
I will easily forget everything,

Do you remember what you said,
You said that ma.y ..maybe it was not a good idea to make me your fiancee..."
Akshara choked on her words looking at me with deep hurt on her face

I closed my eyes remembering the manhoos moment of my life

" slap me " I said

" What?

" I said slap me,
Curse me , beat me do anything,
Let your all anger out,
Iam an asshole jerk to say these things to you