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"No, you playing wit me because the restaurant only 10 minutes away, it took you 17 to get here and you didn't make no stops because you have no bags or food, where you was Samir?" I asked
"Bruh, what you tryna get at?" He asked pushing me out his way
"Don't push me, is you crazy?" I mugged him
"No is YOU crazy, it was traffic that's why I ain't come home in 10 minutes, is you okay?" He asked grabbing my face
"Oh." I said then walked back to our room
I laid down and huffed because I felt a wave of sadness come down my body
"Bae fuck wrong wit you, why you acting like that?" He asked coming in the room as tears filled my eyes
"I'm fine, I'm just sad." I said turning on my side
"How you fine but you sad? What's wrong, lemme know sum." He said
"I don't know what's wrong my self so I can't even tell you." I said wiping the tears out my eyes
I keep on getting random mood swings, one minute I'm happy, one minute I'm sad, another minute I'm acting crazy or extra worried about my kids
"You wan lay wit me? I can't help you if Ion know shit that's going on." He said
"Yeah." I said lowly
"Lemme go check on Hassan first." He said since Mila was in her bassinet sleep
"Okay." I said and he left out
I continued to cry but I kept wiping the tears away
He came back and laid down with me, I wrapped my arms around him looking at him
"Ion wanna see you cry, youn never cry." He said
"I knowww." I said then snot came out my nose making me immediately turn my head
That shit nasty and embarrassing
I got up and went to the bathroom then wiped my nose
"You straight?" He asked
"Yes." I said
I brung some tissue with me and laid back down, he wrapped his arms around me and I did the same with him
"I wish I knew what was wrong witcho ass." He said gripping my butt
"Ion even know, I'm just sad." I said putting my hands on his chest
"Go to sleep, you might feel better after that." He said
"Yeah." I nodded as he rubbed my butt
I closed my eyes and then went to sleep
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"She was acting all crazy about me coming home late and when I told her it was because of traffic she said okay then walked off, when I come in the room she crying and don't know what's wrong." I said on the phone with my grandma while I made Mila bottle
"That sounds like postpartum, baby." She said
"What's that?" I asked putting Aires breast milk back in the freezer
"It's a type of depression that happens after giving birth." She said
"This ain't happen with Hassan though." I said
"It can happen like that, she should go to a professional." She said as I picked up Mila
"Okay, Ima talk to her about but I gotta feed Mila, I'll call you later." I said
"Okay bye, I love you." She said
"I love you too, Grandma." I said and she hung up
I rocked Mila as I fed her. "You wan do tummy time today?" I asked and I coulda sworn she said no
I laughed then finished feeding her and burped her because I always be forgetting it
I been a dad hella long and I still be forgetting, that's wild
"Essex." I said after going back in our room
"Yeah." She said as I sat down
"You know bout postpartum depression?" I asked and she shook her head no
"I think that's why you been acting like this." I said
"I'm not sure." She said
"I know." I said
"You wan go talk to a psychiatrist assum?" I asked
"Ion mind." She yawned then reached her arms out for Mila
"Ima look up a good one." I said handing her to her
"Okay, let me know." She said before we heard a loud ass bang and Hassan started crying
"Mmcht, the fuck." I said getting up
I went to his room and him, the dresser, and TV was on the floor and I bust out laughing
"Get yo lil ass up, you good?" I asked
He ain't say shit so I pulled him up and he had a cut on the side of his eye wit hella blood coming out
"Come on, mane." I said then took him to the bathroom
I put alcohol on the cut. "That hurt." He said
"Who told yo ass to be jumping off dressers." I said
I put Neosporin on his cut then a bandaid, we went back to his room and I tried to turn on the TV but it was broke
"Ima get you a new TV but you tripping." I said
He got under the cover mad as fuck making me laugh
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"Yes, you are suffering from Postpartum depression but this is common for mothers after giving birth especially since your baby girl was born premature." The psychiatrist told Aires
"How do I treat it?" She asked
"I can prescribe you Antidepressants for the time being because Postpartum is only temporary, your baby is a couple weeks so this should be gone soon." He said
"Okay." She nodded
"So would you like for me to prescribe you Antidepressants?" He asked making me look at her
I know that Antidepressants suck the life outta mufuckas and make them feel numb but weird as hell
"Uhhh yes." She said
"Okay, I'll send them over to your nearest CVS." He said
"Alright, thank you." She said getting up and I did the same then we walked out
"You sho this what you wanna do?" I asked
"I mean yeah." She said as we got in the car
"I'm wit whateva you wit." I said
"And I'm wit whateva you wit." She lightly smiled and I kissed her forehead before pulling off
