The depressed little twin brother

Chapter One

When I was seven I got the sex talk mom told me to never get a girl pregnant unless she's rich or she's given you money to take the baby

But anyway right now I am in a suit at a funeral for my mom's husband

I am smoking while drinking whiskey out a cup

I am looking at his body that is in a casket and Ginny is next to me

Mom is going to kill you for smoking and drinking right now. Ginny said

I don't really give a fuck, I'm celebrating his death, he was a asshole. I said and I got closer to his body and put the blunt out on his forehead

Really? She asked

Relax, Gin-Gin. I said and I kissed her cheek and walked past her after I patted Austin's back

Skip

We are in the car Ginny is driving mom is in the passenger seat and Austin and I were in the back

We were moving again

Austin and mom were singing a song that I didn't care about

Then Ginny turned the radio off

Hey! Mom said

I'm sorry. Do you think this song's appropriate for a nine year old? Ginny asked

Oh please. He doesn't understand any of it. Austin, what's this song about? Mom asked

Doing it on the bathroom floor, and getting caught and lying so you don't get in trouble. Austin said

Then I sat up

Pull over, I want to drive. I said

Are you kidding, no, you're stoned and drunk, take a nap. Mom said and pushed me back

You really need to stop doing that. Mom said

I'll stop when you stop getting married, to child abusers. I said

I told you that I handled it. Mom said

Clearly. I said

Skip

We are at a gas station and I am smoking while pumping the gas into the car

Do you have to do that every day? Ginny asked

Do you have to be a bitch everyday? I asked

Then I saw a cop car pulling in and I took blunt out my mouth until he went to park

You're gonna get arrested. Ginny said

I don't care. I said and I flicked the cop off as he started walking over until mom came out the store and started walking over is when he started going inside

Hi, Mr. Officer! Mom said

Was that racist? Ginny asked

All cops are racist pricks! I said out loud so the cop could hear

Then the blunt was pulled out my mouth

Keep doing this you'll definitely be arrested. Mom said and threw it on the ground and stepped on it

It helps, I clearly have mental issues. I said

No you don't. Mom said

Last summer I chased Ginny with a kitchen knife around the house and I cut her arm, and I almost strangled Austin, but you stopped me. I said

My little Phoenix, you're not crazy, you just went through a lot. Mom said as she touched my face

I could kill someone and you would just brush past it like it is a paper cut. I said