You became a basketball star,
Meanwhile I heal invisible scars.
We are not the same.
You're cool and fine,
I bleed on paper like fool at nine,
Why compare perfect to lame?
But why I envy you?
I know I'm better than the things you do.
Why I envy you?
Was it too good to be true?
You can be reckless.
You can be happy without feeling guilty.
In this life so selfless,
The only clear is ambiguity.
You know sometimes I do regret,
That I choose to be different.
The barriers I made to place,
They never kept me safe.
At some point of my life,
I wanted to be careless too.
Maybe things will be easier,
What will I trade so I can undo?
Why I envy you?
Well maybe because you're you.
