I WATCHED SHA LICK, the backwoods finishing up rolling a wood, i was mad excited i haven't smoked in so long. he smiled up at me, leaning over pecking my lips.
i giggled "hurry bae." i mumbled out playfully, he grabbed the lighter off the couch sparking it. sha's music played lowly in the background, dim lights with the sun shining through our curtains.
he took a long drag, inhaling it all, exhaling after. he took his second hit passing it to me. i placed it between my lips, inhaling the smoke exhaling.
i instantly slouched back, feeling it already soothe my nerves. taking another drag, passing it to sha again. his phone dinged, but i thought nothing of it when he ignored it.
*ding*
His phone went off again, i assumed it was his homeboys double texting him, until..
*ding.*
i was starting to feel frustrated, knowing i didn't have a reason to but i did. "sha are you gonna pick it up?" i rose my brow, grabbing the blunt from his hands, taking a drag. "nah, it's just my homeboys." he shook it off, but i clearly didn't.
"okay." i said dryly starting to get suspicious when my overthinking caught me dead, after his phone dinged AGAIN. "bro sha pick it tf up!" i yelled at him, feeling mad angry.
"who tf is you yelling at?" he chuckled glaring at me, whatever bro, prolly some bitch i thought to myself. i trusted sha, but recently he's been showings signs i took notice to, but he didn't give me reasons to believe he was.
i didn't say anything because i didn't catch him clear to call him out for cheating, but now my suspicion grew bigger i just hope it's his homeboys foreal though.
he grabbed the blunt from my hands, taking a drag picking his phone up, texting somebody. "who you texting?" i furrowed my face, getting angrier by seconds flying.
this weed wasn't helping me stay calm.
"are you fuckin deaf?!" i shouted at him, hoping for a answer. his eyes shot wide, gripping my neck fast. "WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOUR TALKING TO WORD TO MY MUVA!" he screamed in my face, making me back down a little.
he grabbed his phone, throwing it at my lap walking out the room, a trail of faint smoke following. i went through his phone and found nothing..
at most i felt embarrassed, guilty but i couldn't stay feeling guilty for long, knowing sha has done this to me many times. but i still did feel wrong.
i sighed seeing him walk back in the room, "find tha hoes you wanted to find?" he rose his brow, speaking sarcastically. "no sha." i mumbled lowly, "nah speak up ma." he glared at me, anger written all of his face.
"No Sha." i spoke louder, looking around the room feeling embarrassed. "cmere." he gestured me to sit on his lap, i got up straddling sha's lap. "look ma, i understand overthinking a big thing, but i wouldn't cheat on youi'm too inlove."
i felt weight relived off my body, smiling softly before pecking his lips, "i'm really sorry sha i shouldn't have thought that, that's my fault but i love you so much too." i kissed him, feeling him kiss back.
i felt at home, sha was my home
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