I've read all the notes,
Thinking it was for me.
Not to be completely delusional,
But was it really?
Met my eyes
Then to myself I'll lie.
That it didn't faze me
As my stomach ties.
You're nature so nice
I thought you're into something else.
Stares so different
I assumed that it's love.
Those smiles made me realize,
I'm no special and it made me traumatized.
You look at me,
Did you ever saw me?
You look at me,
You never saw me.
You look at me,
Don't act like you saw me.
Pardon my feelings
And my unjust hate,
There's this thunderstorms inside me.
I can't make you understand
As I can't explain it to myself neither.
You taught me a lesson
I wish I taught myself.
Expectations are the root
Of all heartaches.
