Sakura Mochi (JJK x Demon Slayer)

chapter 12

With Geto

He quickly went to his office. Avoiding intersecting with anyone. He didn't want to seem so vulnerable in front of anyone

He quickly shut his door

He leaned down on the door, taking deep breaths. He wasn't the type of man to cry over anything really. But he couldn't stop the tears from leaking his eyes

It was like they had a mind of their own. He walked and sat down on his chair. Leaning his head on the chair, he looked up at the sealing

The tears freely rolling down from his eyes

He felt suffocated. Like someone was ripping his heart off his chest. He was having difficulties breathing

Why did it hurt so much?

Why did he feel like he lost everything?

He knows the answer. It was because he knows that he was the only one who shared this same dream with her

To have a child of their own

If he wasn't so selfish, if he didn't do what he did, if he just didn't participate in that stupid bet, this would have been his life

He would have been the one she'd probably give her everything. Maybe she'd even bare his children

If he only wasn't so selfish

He remembers how she used to squeal and tell him about how they will have a family and many little ones

"Sugu, sugu! When we'll have our babies, they'll be so cute! KYAAAAAAA! They'll have your eyes and my hair or your hair and my eyes"

She used to say, squealing like a child who got her favourite treat

A small pitiful smile came to his face, tears still rolling down his face

He used to laugh it off then, but now, he would do anything, give up everything to have that life back with her

But alas! It was so late. Too late

Now it was just for him to see all these and drown in his own misery and self looth

It took a long moment to compose himself. When he did he realized he had left everyone else back there. Quickly he composed himself

His lips stretched with an artificial smile that she hated. The smile he had to please others

He sighed and stood up. Opening the door, he slowly made his way to the same training fields where the little girl was with Yuji and everyone

If he can't have her, he could at least see the life he could have

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Back to the training fields

Geto made his way back to the others. He sat down with his best friend, still smiling the artificial smile

Gojo and Nanami were longingly staring at the kid. He could see the regret in their eyes. He harbored the same regret after all

The little one was still smiling and laughing brightly. Blushing like her mom when Yuta kissed the back of her hand.

It was then clear to everyone, little Saki had a crush on Yuta

Everyone just chuckled at her being all shy when Yuta said something to her. She too mixed up her words when she got nervous, just like her mom. It was amusing to say the least

She resembled both Kana and Yuji

Haibara and Ijichi just watched them with a gentle smile on their faces. They were happy for their friend and kohai