This One's For You

Missing

Where's the guy?
Where's the guy who made himself sick with nerves at the very thought of telling me he loved me? The guy who spent half an hour in my bathroom that night dry heaving and getting sick because he was so nervous?
Where's the guy who cried and kissed me when I said I loved him too?
Where's the guy who would makeout with me and distract me so much that we went through a phase of ruining every meal we made together because we just couldn't keep our hands off of each other?
Where's the guy who told me he would've been dead by now if I hadn't come along?
Where's the guy who prayed about dating me?
Where's the guy who never missed a day of calling me beautiful?
Where's the guy who held me as I cried and didn't judge me on my past?
Where's the guy who would constantly take awful pictures of me?
Where is that guy now? Because I miss him. I think I'll miss him every day for the rest of my life.