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*lexis pov*

I got up and felt sick so i run to my bathroom and puke i brush my teeth and got a shower I feel much better so I decide to put on make up again I put on some white high waisted shorts and a black crop top I go a flop on my bed and think for a while Taylor has shown no signs of wanting to be with me anymore. I wonder if he still like me? I don't know who I want to be with I need to choose soon or I'm going to go insane I lay there for a while till someone walks in my room I look and see shawn

"Hey"he says

"Hi"I say move over a bit and pat beside me and he comes and lays next to me he puts his arm around me and I lay my head on his chest

"Lexi"he wispers

"What"I ask

"I love you"he says

"I know your mostly not going to say it back because you have alot going on but I really do love you"he says I look up at him a smile and Peck his lips

"Don't go for matthew"he say

"Why"I ask

"Cause I don't trust him I think he's only using you"he says

"I don't trust him either"I say

"Good"he says and kisses me again this kiss was longer then the last one and turned into a make out he pulled me over so that I was straddling him then I heard the door open we pulled back quickly and I look back to see Taylor

"I need to start knocking more don't i"he says laughing. Wait hes not mad?

"That would be nice or lexi could lock her door"Shawn says I look and him and playfully roll my eyes

"Hey Taylor can I talk to you for a minute"I ask

"Yeah I guess"he says Shawn gets the hint and leaves

"You aren't mad"I ask

"Well I'm a little hurt cause I still like you but I just have to deal with it"he says

"I'm sorry please don't tell cameron"I say

"I'm not don't worry"he says

"Thank you"I say and hug him he hugs back he smiles at me then leaves I get a headache so I lay down for a while I take a short nap very short till I realize I can't sleep so I go downstairs and see Cameron sitting on the couch so I sit next to him

"Hiya"I say smiling like a dork he laughs at me so I fake pout and move to the other side of the couch

"Awwyz is little lexi bear mad"he said in a baby voice witch was probably the cutest thing ever

"Do you have any pickles"I ask

"Why"he ask and laughed

"Can a girl not just want pickles"I ask laughing and getting up looking and I didn't see any pickles so I just got pickled lays chips and a mnt dew and sat on the couch as far away from Cameron that I could get then he scooted as close ad my could get to me

"Don't be mad"he says poking my cheek

"Stop"I laugh

"Nope"he says I set the food on the table next to the couch and cross my arms and stare at the tv cameron pull my feet and pulled me under him and started tickling me

"Stop"I yell laughing

"Say I'm the hotest guy ever"he says

"I would but it's not nice to lie"I joke he keeps tickling me

"Okay okay Cameron you are the hottest guy ever"I say

"Not including Luke hemmings"I say

"I'll take it"he says laughing

"Now get off of me"I say cause he's still hovered over me

"Nah I think I like it like this better"he says then Taylor comes down

"Seriously you need to warn me before you start making out boys thats twice today"Taylor says laughing then leaves Cameron looks at me sadly

"Was it Shawn"he ask I nod Yes he got up and left I feel really bad I just lay there a while till I decide to go check on him I walk up to his room and knock on his door

"Go away"he say so I just open the door

"Cameron I like you I really do but I also like Shawn"I say

"Shawn and Matthew and Taylor hell who knows you probably even like jc now you slut"he yells I just stood there for a minute in shock at What he just said

"I really thought you had changed but I was wrong your still just on asshole"I say and walk out of his room I walk into my room and close and lock the door then I walk into my bathroom and close and lock the door and slide down the walk crying

Why did he bring up jc

I cry till I fall alsleep in the bathroom floor I wake and nobody has looked for me I'm not surprised I feel really sick again so I move to the toilet and puke then get up and brush my teeth I decide to take a quick shower so I do I get out and put on a batman tank top and black shorts and put my hair up in a pony tail I go and flop on my bed and lay there for a while till I hear a knock on my door

"What"I ask

"Lexi can I come it"it sounded like Shawn

"Nope"I say cause I really don't want to talk about it right now

"Why"he ask

"Cause"I say

"Fine"he says

He sounded mad? I'll have to talk to him about it later. I lay there alittle bit longer till I get hungry so I go down stairs a see cameron an the couch I walk past him and go to the kitchen and get pizza and sit on the counter and eat it and drink sunny d

I get done and started walking up to my room and see Shawn

"Hey Shawn"I say but he just turns around and starts walking away

"Shawn What wrong?"I ask

"You know your just a fucking slut cameron was right"he says crying why was he crying?

"What are you talking about"I ask

"You know exactly What I'm talking about whore I fucking hate you"he yelled I couldn't talk it no more I walk to I room a close and lock the door now that everyone hates me I bet it will go back to the way it was before or worse I'd rather die then have that happen so thats What I'll do I sneak downstairs to the kitchen and get a knife I go back up to my room and shut and lock the door then go in my bathroom and shut and lock the door I look in the cabinet and found and few pain pills not enough to overdose on my I take them anyway then I put the knife to my wrist 1 cut 2 cuts 3cuts I cut quite a few times till the door busts open

"Lexi What the hell"I look up to see.....

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Sorry for the cliffhanger

Who do you think found lexi?

Also if cam and lexis ship name is cexi and matt and hers is mexi What's hers and shawns? Sexi? idk comment and let me know your ship names for them

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