Sometimes
Somewhere
between the sleeping mist
of dreams and reality
I am the child
Lost near your precious existence
We were so close for some inner reason
Old friends old times good times
Still I wanted to be much closer
Weird to imagine
That life where you are here
Going same ways same roads and highways
Seeing places meeting people
Spending the myriads of seconds
Sleeping in one train bus car hotel
It must have been so special
But since that day
Desire has grown into a huge huge hope
Me in some comforting vibe between good pals knowing each other for centuries
(I'm proud they've took me with them for those trips)
Still more exceptionally unique
One of them is the radiant You
What is to be some unsure youth
Beside your strength and beauty
No less than feeling your kind smile
Your bright presence
Your shining eyes in mine for instances of bliss
There's no intention
No second thoughts
Still I have frequent heartbeats
Near your warmth
Still I have heavenly pleasure
Hearing your voice
Still I have joy listening to your stories
And late night hot flush
Realizing you're so close
The trip of life between lives
It must be
In which one late night
Under the stars of a friendly talk
I got too near
Enough to cling to your chest
And FEEL
for I couldn't talk
for it was a numb confession
So much beauty to hold
So much manliness to touch
So much warmth to dive into
So much sense to be alive
For it's the love for your withered slender lips that once were redder than a rose
For it's the desire for your essence
So hard and huge and light and gentle
For it's the desire to step into your breathing life
To be inside your time
To be a liquid splitted over your skin
My gentle
My lovely
My never close
Never known
Never ever reached
There must be epic volumes of a long long poem each one for your every touch
Discovering the taste of love and living life
But there's only me alone
Imagining you
In a fantasy slipping away
More ethereal than any lovely dream
I'm happy for the one's you chosen to be with
I'm happy to think they can bring comfort
To every your desire and your thought
But I doubt if there's any sense left in my own existence
For I'm so alone I doubt anyone knows me
nobody needs to know I'm here
Still much alive
All for the sake of you
And your sweet soul
And your sweet charm
In hope to enter your time
Once in a dream or afterlife
In hope I can fulfill You
(But it's too much of a dream)
To see your sight delighted in my eyes
To see your eyes reflecting life
That takes me to another level
That takes me with you on the ride of joy and glorious celebration
minutes seconds hours dedicated to making love
Thinking up rhymes
Singing songs
And staring at the skies
The sunrise
I love you somewhere in this world
Never can appear
the right place the right time
only have hope to be a pleasure to your eyes once to be taken by your hand into your life
(I don't have my own)
I'm a reflection of my own desires
I'm a reflection of my dreams
About being close to you
Thats what makes sense here on earth
Nothing else does
Nothing else matters if there's nothing to wait for
But I'm not waiting
I'm just decaying daydreaming
So let me slightly inhale
And believe I can fulfill you
Fulfill everything you ever needed
Everything you ever dreamt to feel
Let me pretend I become something to you
I come inside of your slender soul
Just to kiss the scars
And to be of some use
With my weird youth
It cannot vanish No
not
Until I can imagine You
....
to my Loves from previous dreams and recent sensations (D.A.) all love poems taste just the same. So the dedication is unnecessary but...preferably given just in case the author has forgotten the name of the current Muse...
Let me be cynical
For a second
Just to wipe off my night tears
And form the words together
Into a lovely bunch of expressionless expressions