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We had an argument, one-minute Beck was demanding attention and the next we were arguing

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We had an argument, one-minute Beck was demanding attention and the next we were arguing.  It was one of the rare times we got to study alone without the rest of the group wanting to join. It had been a taxing period, and I hardly saw Beck alone.

I didn't feel like he was taking our degree seriously with finals coming up soon because he spent the most of his time on his phone. It escalated after he offered his unlocked phone for me to check and told me that I was controlling.

I trust him. I don't want him to think I don't, but am I really controlling if I want him to pass our finals?

He also brought up the cheesecake again, I don't want an apology, I just want him to do well for our future. I had a sense of unease for a few days now. Beck had been different or maybe I had? I don't know, but it wasn't a feeling I could shake.

I actually accused him of cheating too. I think I went too far this time but Beck let me down easily. He reminded me that between the final stress and his busy days, helping his parents, we had to sacrifice a few weeks of our time together for our future.

We talked it through and resolved it there and then. I'm so glad we don't have this grey cloud over our head.

I hope one day I'll be able to look back at this and laugh at this moment.

I hope one day I'll be able to look back at this and laugh at this moment

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