My New Life

Chapter 100-What does that mean

"Why does Aidan care?" I asked

"He wants to crack you down, now what was your dream about" he asked

I knew I had to lie

"Andrew killing someone in the basement" I said

I told him a different incident

"What do you mean crack me down?" I asked

"Trying to bring you to the bottom" he replied

They were trying to bringing to the bottom, I was at my lowest point but they didn't try at that time.

"How did it make you feel seeing that" he asked

"Fucking scared, traumatic. Like I was going to be killed" I said

"Why are they trying to bring me down?" I asked

"To make it easier to shape you" he replied

Shape me for what? What were they trying to change?

"Are you scared of your brothers?" Doctor wilson asked

"Yeah, if they can easily pull the trigger on a harmless dude, who says they won't pull the trigger on there sister. Now what are they trying to shape me into?" I asked

"Someone involved in the mafia. Do you not trust your brothers?" He asked

"Does it look like I do" I scoffed

"What role in the mafia are they trying to shape me into" I asked

"The term what we call is mafia princess" he replied

"Why don't you trust your brothers" he asked

"Like I said they killed an innocent person, they haven't given a single fuck about me lately. No one talks to me anymore that's part of my own family. Aidan is enforcing so much shit on me. I've gone through countless of things and yet none of my brother actually has had a genuine conversation" I replied

I think I said too much

"What does the mafia princess do?" I asked

"Nothing really, they go to banquets, stick with the family. They don't get a say what happens in the mafia. Basically either with the family at events or is at home for protection" he said

Are you fucking kidding, they wanted to be a Porcelain doll, who is only for show. They wanted to keep my hidden besides events.

"Have they tried talking to you" he asked

"Yes but not really, they didn't care much." I replied

"Was this there whole plan" I asked

"Yes, but your other brothers didn't know until you brought up the emancipation. Once they found out, Aidan told them and they agreed, even your father. They were originally going to wait till college, but since your injury lately they wanted to start now" he replied

They always had a plan, they were gonna keep me back here.

"How have you been coping with it?" He asked

"I haven't, I only have my sponsor who helps but all I want to do is getting high again" I replied

FUCK FUCK FUCK I'm already saying too much

"Did they kill me parents" i asked

"No" he replied

Buzzer went off,

"Ok Alexis, today we made a breakthrough" he replied

"Yeah, now I know my brothers plan" I replied