Overprotective

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Small light was playing on my face when I woke up. I realized that I'm not in the bed, but in the car. Hyunjin isn't here I wonder where's he. Looking outside the window, I recognized it was Felix's house, Hyunjins best friend

Why would Hyunjin visit him so early?

-I want to run away too baby, but I can't just leave peoples who hurts you, without punishing them

-What punishment are you thinking about hyung?

-I'll kill them. That's what they deserve. No one can hurt my baby

Holy fuck. 

Then I saw him. He was standing in the doorframe with bloody knife and sparkling eyes.

-Hyunjin what happened?!

-Don't worry! No one will hurt you ever again! 

He ran toward the car and got in. Withouth saying anything he started the car and drove away. We stopped again near other home. I think Minho, Changbin and Jisung lives here. Well not anymore I guess. He repeated this little routine for about an hour. From house to house, his eyes shining brighter and brighter each one. After the last home, Hyunjin just drove away from the city. Luckily we haven't stopped at Bang Chan's house so I hope he's safe.

-H-hyunjin what have you d-done?

-...

-Hyunjin answer me please

-...

-ANSWER MY QUESTION

His hand slapped my cheek, making me crash on the car door. He hasn't even spared me a single glance. I felt sudden panic fill my lungs and I started crying

-Hyung what's going on? Where's everyone? Where are we going? What are we doing?

-Don't worry baby, I'm just keeping my promise.

-What promise?

-I said I'll keep you safe baby.

-Why did you went to others homes?

-To kill them of course haha

-WHAT? BUT WHY?

-To keep you safe of course, as I said.

-BUT WHY DID YOU KILL THEM? WHERE ARE WE GOING NOW?

-STOP SHOUTING AT ME MORON, THAT'S ALL YOUR FAULT, YOU'RE A MURDER NOW AND WE HAVE TO ESCAPE FROM POLICE

-BUT I DIDN'T KILL ANYONE, IT WAS YOU

-BUT I DID IT FOR YOU, SO THAT'S YOUR FAULT. STOP BEING UNGRATEFUL BRAT AND SHUT UP BEFORE I DECIDE TO KILL YOU TOO

After this words everything went silent. That's all my fault. He did it for me. Why am I so ungrateful?

-I-i'm sorry hyung, I love you please never leave me

-Don't worry baby, I won't.

Again. The best word to describe my actions. I said I love him again. I let him control my life again. I let him abuse me again. I'm going to be scared again.
Someone please help me

He grabbed my hand silently, placing it on his, squeezing it lightly.