love is a game ~ alejandro rosario

may we meet again❤️

uhm..hi🤝

sorry for not being able to write. like, i wanna do it, but something is stopping me. you know?
the voice in my head tells me every time to run away, to hurt myself and not to write.

please believe me if i say that i wanna do it but i can't. i just can't.

i wanna make a new chapter for y'all, but the voice says ✨no✨.

i never talk about myself, i'm scared. i'm scared people are tired of me. scared that they don't want me.

i'm scared of ending up alone.

i will try my best to make a chapter. i'm not looking for sympathy or something like that.
i just want y'all to know why i'm offline.

how i feel:
i feel worthless, i'm in pain, i'm not enough.
i just wanna die. that's a different pain. die.

i don't wanna hurt my family for not being there anymore. i'm so tired, i really am.

what if i was gone. huh? are people happy?
my friends forgetting about me and living their best lives? i don't know. i really don't.

i just want to let you know, if i am gone.. pleas tell people to read my story. why i did this. i just wanna make people happy. i did this for you.

edit: 2 days later:

i can't anymore. i'm sorry. i've been surviving.
i never lived.

if i don't post in 2 days, i think i'm gone.
but guys, don't forget about me. follow me.
even though we don't know each other, i just want to say thanks for everything.

i will always love you. always.
may we meet again.❤️

xo sarah