love is a game ~ alejandro rosario

depressed? yeah

(this part is hard for some of you guys)

you was calling with cynthia, while ale was still asleep on your belly.

cynthia:"school starts in about 2 days, ugh"
you:"yes like? first day for me in you guys school"
cynthia:" bitch wait, arri is calling my ass"
you:"oh..ok"
cynthia:"yo good? i-"
but you hang up already. with tears in your eyes

it was later that day. puffy eyes. that sucks.
ale woke up.
ale:"i said don't cry, i know. life sucks"
you:"how can you still fuck with me? i lost respect for myself men"

you stood up, and kissed ale goodbye
ale:"where ya ass going"
you:"home..i don't feel good"
ale:"baby..i know you, if you hurt yourself again i will never be the same. so think about it"
you:"hey, don't worry about me baby..i got it under control"

and with that, you walked home. fuck life

home:
you walked in for dinner and sat down.
dad:"hey sweetie- what's wrong?"
you:"mhm? oh i'm okay dad..thanks"
dad:"did he hurt you? did someone?"
mom:"frankie stop, y/n eat"
you:"if you mad at me i'm sorry mom, i know i'm a disappointment"
mom:"what?"

while y'all eat, ale facetimed you. fucking great

ale:"you good mama"
you:"ale stfu i'm with my parents" you said quiet
ale:"sorry, call me back"
you:"i will"
and y'all hung up.

⚠️TW⚠️ EATING PROBLEMS⚠️

you zoomed out. thinking about how the voice in your head yelled at you. i'm fat. stop eating.

mom:"y/n, why you not eating?"
dad:"you get skinnier by the day, tell us what happened"
you:"I JUST HATE MYSELF! I NEED SPACE FOR MYSELF! SO LEAVE ME ALONE!"
and with that, you runned upstairs.

(if you read this, it's hard for some people. i'm sorry for that. but u got this. i'm so proud.)

(TW: self harm.)

you looked at yourself in the mirror. ugly.
voice: hurt yourself. do it. DIE.
you:"ok shut up, i will. i'm sorry.."

you grabbed something, something sharp. you sat down in your bathroom. looked at your arm
you:"my old ones faded away.."
you did it. you fucking cut yourself again.
you:"fuckkk" you said making the last cut..
voice: you finally did something good"
(end)

i cleaned everything up and laid down on bed.
*incoming facetime from 'ale❤️'*

you:"ale...i fucking need you..i-"
ale:"baby, pleas don't do anything i'm omw"
and he hung up.

(i know this part is so fucked up, but it's life. life is hard. later in the story it's so much better)

you sat on your bed. your head on your knees
ale rushed in.
you:"i- i'm so sorry...you don't deserve me"
ale:"look at me, just tell me the truth.. did you hurt yourself again?" he said worried
you:"...y-yeah, ale i love you"
you start freakin out, you start shaking and didn't know what to do

ale:"you know what? let me see those beautiful scars. they all have a reason.."
you looked confused.
you:"you don't mean it, you don't love me.."
ale:"mama, you don't know how much you mean to me, i don't wanna lose you..not now"
you slowly lifted your sleeves up.

ale:"you lucky, it's not deep"
you:"i'm sorry..you deserve a girl who is happy, who..who can have happy kids who-"
but he cut you off by kissing you on your lips
ale:"i love you baby"
you:"i love you.."

3 hours later:
you was just looking at insta. while ale laid on top of you trying to make you happy. let me tel you.. it works.

you:"you make me happy" you said
ale:"kiss me then" he smirked
you grabbed his head and kissed him
ale:"it's late, do i have to sleep over?"
you:"yes :)"
he smiled and y'all did your things and laid in bed.

you got on top of ale and hugged him tight.
ale:"don't forget we have each other"
you:"yes, thankyou for being here"
ale:"ofcourse my fat fucking ass"

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@alejandrorosario: mama's ❤️ @y/n.jacovs

y/n.jacovs: baby

ale.y/n: my faves omg

kairiconsentino: wow
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alejandrorosario: my dude

vicmarquess: tf?

cynthia: ugh, i live for my babies
^
y/n.jacovs: i love you-

arri.arri: i love the past🥺

mattiapolibio: :,)