Mounamey Aval Mozhi

Life In Mumbai

The alarm buzzed bringing back the attention of a pair of sleepless eyes. Switching off the alarm she pulled her duvet up shielding herself in the warmth closing her eyelids tight not wanting to get up from contemplating on a solution to get rid of the guilt she had got herself into

She loved him with all her heart. She wanted only good things to happen when she is around him. Knowing what the mess her life was she didn't want to let him get hurt in the process of helping her recover

Sara decided to make a move. Move away. Far away from those eyes and hearts which held unconditional love for her. And she did it. Two years back entering into the ' City of Dreams' to fulfill her dreams

The Sara who gulped back her tears and was proud that she decided she would rather handle her own broken self instead of piercing others with her broken pieces two years back wasn't holding on to the same feelings she had. Not after seeing his angle of the story

She couldn't forgive herself for the pain she had blessed a whole family with. Little did that teenager knew anything more than her own insecurities and her most loved one

"Sara elundhuri" Sakshi said pulling the duvet
Sara scrunched her eyelids and pulled it back not ready to face anyone. Her thoughts remained on how she was bare faced with her messed up emotions yet he accepted her not judging her and took a lesson for himself from each of her pain

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2 years and 8 months back

'Nee un girlfriend kooda oru future glimpse paathurukiya Juneyyyy' and he shook his head sideward with tears rolling down his cheeks after witnessing an unexpected heart break from his girlfriend.. Oops ex-girlfriend

She smiled sarcastically
' Aana naa paathuruken' and he turned to look at her
'En Amma appa kooda ella future days ayu plan pannirken.. Infact annaiku naanga enga sondha veeta pathi oru plan kooda potutu irundho.. Enakunu oru thani room.. Avangaluku oru master bedroom.. Oru kutty terrace.. Kuruvi ku thena vekka oru kutty bowl.. Veeda suthi maram chedi kodi.. Veetu hall la oru periya swing.. Adhumela naanu ammavu ukandhutu paatu paaditey thuni madichu vekradhu.. Appa enna avanga madila paduka vechu nethila mutho kudukradhu.. En thambi kooda bed mela ninutey sanda podradhu__' and she chocked not able to take in her breath as Arjun rubbed her back immediately making her bounce back to normal

"Thambi ah? Nee single child nu dhana ma Satya sonnan" Arjun asked confusedly while she passed a dry smile and whispered in the air

' My Mom was pregnant when she passed away ' A lone tear escaped her eye

He froze. Wasn't it already much enough to lose parents in such a tender age

She rubbed her eyes and said
' But I surpassed it.. Nothing here is permanent.. Enaku odambu uyirum kuduthavangalaye naa elandhuten.. Adhuvey paadhi uyir ah eduthadhuku samam' she turned to look into his eyes and continued

' Naaney enda uyiroda iruko.. En da en Life la idhella nadandhuchu nu regret pannala.. Why do you regret losing her when you have what you really need '
she mouthed and left making him sense the truth his Life held

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2years back (After Priya's call confrontation)

Deciding not to complicate anymore Sara moved to Mumbai after successfully being added into her dream college St. Xavier's to persue her last year in B.Des

The Gold medalist of the year didn't need much more to get her seat to do her PG further in the most reputated college

Staying alone choosing a home for rent knowing there is no girls hostel in her college wasn't easy though. She managed to pull up with her clumsiness and worked hard in scoring every available scholarship and managed with part time jobs in a mechanic shed where her Tamil - Punjabi fusion brother Rakesh taught her repairing and took care of her