chapter 5

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Sarah's POV:

I was fuming, I just hate that guy!!!
Satan's godchild!

And to think that I even thought for a few seconds that maybe, maybe things could get better, that, that load of crap asshole wasn't that bad...
That maybe he changed.

Lmmmmmaaao. Yeah right!!

So damn fucking stupid of me.
I was so wrong!!

That bitch can't ever be good.
I bet even when he was a baby he was a perv.
Cheap, crapy man, a monster and my eternal enemy, and THAT will never ever change!!

God I was so jealous of people who doesn't know of his existence!
Why on earth?! Why God why??! Why did you have to put that screwed up mess in my life?!

Why do you hate me so much!?

I was now back to my empty house

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I was now back to my empty house.

Great. Just see how fucking awesome my life is!

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Welcome to my life.
So entertaining. You'll be amazed!

I dumped my bag on the floor and made my way upstairs where the rooms were.

There's No one home as always...

It's something I learned to grow used to.
I've always been lonely.

My parents are always working late.

I'm always asleep when they get back home. They eat at work. Sometimes they just don't come  home . They have a room in their workplace.

My brother was in UNI so he doesn't live with us anymore.
At least  I used to have him before. Now I'm all on my own.

Once in my room I put my phone in charge and started to take all my clothes off.
I really need to take a shower...

I walked over to the mirror and stared at my reflection.

I look fucking awefull...

I'm  chubby, and let's fucking face it nothing in me stands out.

I have nothing good or special about me.
I was plain boring and dull...

I swallowed a lump on my throat... I wanted to cry... why was everything about me and my life so wrong??

What did I do to deserve that?

I stepped closer and touched my bandages...

I took them off and looked at the scars closely ...

Not able to control my emotions any more A few tears fell down my cheeks. And I just stood there staring at my crying face...

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I went downstairs to the kitchen.
I'm extremely hungry...

I took a look in the fridge and sighed.
There was no left overs...

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