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I wish people would notice my bad days
But then again, how could they?
I talk, laugh and listen in my most calculated ways
Only to cry at night about not being ok

I long for someone to notice the signs
The signs I try my hardest to mask and hide
Even when I go out of my way to cross al lines
No one sees it as a sign that Im not alright

I know I should talk, but I'd rather not
I never learned it's truly ok to ask for help and support
Hidden pain and silent tears are all that I've got
So I often live my life thinking it will be short

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