Disclaimer "This is a fictional story! No way related to the real life of any characters"
" Sivaangi innum ethana naal nee avana ipdi maranji irundhu pathutu irupa! He doesn't even know your existance! Innum ipdiye irundha, epo confess pandradhu?"
"Mani ka am scared of his rejection! Ipo avanuku ena yaarne theriyadhu! Adhunala Avan casual ah irukan! And am able to be around him and cherish his presence atleast! Suppose na en love ah solli Avaru enna reject panitaru na! He will try to avoid my sight as much as he could, like he did with Sunita akka!
Adhukaprum Avaru kita kooda enala pogamudiyadho paakamudiyadho nu bayama iruku ka! Am better like this! Avara dhoorathlarndhu pakra indha sandhosham enaku podhum!
"Loosu maari pesadha Sivaangi nee! You cant go on with your life like these! Either confess or move on!" Shouted mani
Sivaangi couldn't help but ponder upon mani words but shaking her head sideways! She started looking at him yearningly with tears cascading her eyes!
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She was walking back home with her mani ka and pavi ka after college !
This is their routine!
Every morning she will come to college with all smiles just to have glimpses of him! And will be returning back home mourning at her fate!
Pavi " Bommu, vidu di!! Namaku oru vishyam romba pidikum na, adha kadavul namaku set panni kuduparu! I believe He will love you back! Infact eno enaku avanuku una theriyum nu thonudhu! Like suppose yaarachum namala pathute irundha namaku andha feel vandhrum la! Apdi irukumbodhu nee avana urugi urugi pakra ana oru naal kooda he never tried to search for the intense gaze !
Mani " adiyeeee! Edhaiyachum pesi avaluku innum aasaiya valakadha solitan! Nane avala epdiyachum move on pannavaikanum nu patha! Nee enenamo pesitruka! Nee soldradhula edhachum logic iruka! He didn't even see her or know her, why will he even react! Theva ilama pesradha vidu! Innum 3 months la..avan college vittu poirvan! Ivalum sari aiduva! Adhu vera theva ilama hope kudukadha!
Pavi sighed looking at Sivaangi's hopeless demeanor! She kept silent not knowing how to put her instinct in words or make them understand her thoughts!
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"Maapla 3 months la namma college mudiya pogudhu! Next uh namma plan ena?" pugazh asked Ashwin who was lost in his thoughts!
Letting out a deep breath! Ash looked at pugazh and shook his head and shrugged his shoulder, implying that he too has no idea.
Rakshan being the sensible one understood that his Machan is not in his true self lately!
Rakshan "Dei Ashwin, ennachu ! En oru maariye iruka?!"
Knowing that he can never lie to Rakshan,
"3 months la namma velila poganum"
Rakshan " idhu epavum nadakardhu dhana da! Every 5 years vera ooru vera paeru! So why it is bothering you now! Ithana varushathla nee ivlo disturbed ah irundhu na pathadhilaye da"
Ash " enakum therila Machan! Enaku enachu nu! Avala vitutu poganum nu yosichale! Oru maari iruku da"
"Evalaa" Rakshan and Pugazh exclaimed at the same time shocked with his statement!
Ash in a strained voice "Marandhurvanu ninachan da! Ana mudila! Avloda love ena mothama kattipotu vacha maari iruku da!
I have realised I love her!
I know it not possible but mudila enala!
"Machan avlo love pandriya" pugazh asked
He looked at pugazh with weld up eyes, which gave all the answers!
Rakshan" Machan! Na soldranu thappa ninaikadha! She and we are not the same! Oththu varadhu Machan! Purinjikoo!
Ashwin " puridhu da! That's why i ignored her ! Enaku avala theriyum nu kuda..avaluku theriyadhu! Ana oru oru mura Ava ena ekkethoda paakumbodhum manasu valikudhu Machan! I thought i was immune to all those pains! Ana am feeling every bit of it whenever I see her in tears! Adhum ennalanumbodhu, it is as if a silver sword is being pierced right into my heart!
