Author notes:
I'm sorry guys if my release was delayed. Writing the next chapters is honestly hard...
I know it is gloomy at this point, but that is the reason why I made chapter 1 in that style.
Though I felt like it took away some mystery out of the entire storyline but I wanted to let u know that the pain is ending
Healing takes time guys and these gloomy and sad chapters are necessary
BTW, BOLD & ITALIC REPRESENTS SAMS DEMONS AKA THE VOICES
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SAM's POV
There are no words to express how painful it was to hear Mon's explanation.
Seeing her breaking down was killing me
Knowing I caused it, was even worse
But u know what broke me the worst?
It was the fact that I was oblivious to all her pain.
I let the love of my life suffer alone!
This was after I had vowed to treat her right!
I promised, I would never hurt her again!
Yet all this time, i unknowingly did!
Can it get any worse than that?
How about the fact that all this time, I blamed her!
I can't believe I actually blamed her!
What have I done?!
I ruined both of our lives!
It was my fault all along!
What else do u have to say for yourself Sam?!
This isn't fucking funny!!!
Yes, she had gotten me!
Her sentence summarized all that had gone wrong in my life!
I was stupid! So so stupid!
I felt like I was stabbed, chewed and spit out in the middle of nowhere!
I was fucking miserable!!!
Then she blamed me and said that I claimed to have known her the best in the world, but I was so easily fooled by her lie!
Haha ha ha ha
Yes, Sam.
That really was the gist of it all
You are so fucking pathetic!
How stupid were u not to see the signs?!
How stupid were u to let it all go?
Admit it or not, Sam,
U knew something was wrong!
U knew she was hiding something from u!
U knew that her suddenly asking to leave, with the claims of wanting to pursue further studies, was bullshit!
This was Mon for crying out loud!
The same Mon who called u saying she missed you after spending a couple of hours a way from you!
The same Mon who chose to live with you despite her parents pleading her otherwise!
The same Mon who was as clingy as a cat!
YOU ARE READING
GAP 3: FOREVER STARTS NOW
Fanfictionthis is book 2 of GAP 2: ROAD TO FOREVER if you haven't read that yet. I suggest u do first :) After going through endless trials and pain to find a way to be together, Sam and Mon now embark on another journey to find their forever in each other No...
