girls love girls & boys ~ PIPER ROCKELLE

VIII

{MORE THEN I EVER DREAMED OF}

 "your the light of the squad darkness, and yet that sounds corny but it's the truth,"

girls love girls & boys - PIPER ROCKELLE

- it has been a couple rough months,  as she can think, piper had told her it will never work, Jentzen has been trying to make a move on her,  and thankfully she made up with elliana,  

she closed her eyes, feeling the cold air coming through her window,  her bedroom door opened, as she got up looking at them, it was jentzen,  "what do you want?" her soft words echo through the room,   "i just wanna talk," he told her, 

the girl quickly got off the bed, as she went by the door but was stopped by a hand on her wrists, "I just wanna talk," He hissed through his teeth,  she could feel his warm breath on her face,  "will you listen?" he spoke softly,  "if i have too.." she uttered, 

he un-gripped her wrist from his hand, as he sat down as her back faced the door, 

they both sat through a silence, "I'm sorry for making you leave.. I should have told you i was dating her," he mumbled enough for her to hear him,  Her brown eyes sparkled at his words, "I saw the scars on your arm when you came back, the first night you stayed at piper,"  she flinched at the sight of words scars.

he looked at her, before quickly getting up and forcing his lips onto her,  her eyes widened,  as his hands snaked around her waist, she closed her eyes,  as his body pushed her more & more against the door,

he backed up,  as he looked in her eyes, "everyone needs to stop kissing me," she muttered,  as she pushed him back as she quickly looked at him before leaving the room,

-

she gripped at her shirt.  as her fist hit the mirror,

she kept hitting her fists as her bloody fist hit the wall causing her to scream,   she held her fingers as her back hit the wall sliding down,  as she held her hand to her chest, "y/n are you okay?" a worried elliana asked,  her breath hitched, "I'm fine," she let out a sigh,  

"I'm not stupid y/n, open the door,"

Y/n had gotten off the floor,  as her hand un-locked the door,  she looked at her before coming in,  

-

"well at least it's your bathroom mirror," she smiled,  as she bandaged around the palm of her hand,  "i'm sorry," she mumbled, elliana looked at her, "There nothing to be sorry for, I forgave you when you walked out that door," she uttered looking at her,   she had grabbed her non hurt hand,   "I forgive you," she spoke in her soft voice,  

her heart warmed, 

"now, lets go somewhere to talk," she told her,

-

They had walked in the woods,

Eillana looked ahead seeing the lake, "why are we here?" she asked, she looked behind staring at her, "I came here after you know," y/n nodding understanding, Eillana took off her shoes and socks, she then walked by the shore feeling the warm-ish water touching her feet,

Y/n stood behind watching from afar, "why are we actually here?" she said, Eillana looked at her friend, "talk about before, i guess," she says looking at the sunset, y/n nodded as she slowly took off her shoes and socks, she walked on sand feeling how warm it was,

It was comforting,

Ellie sat down, as so did y/n,

They sat in a confronting silence listening to the water hitting the sand, Ellie looked at her, "why did you come back?" y/n looked at Blondie, "i didn't come back for piper, I don't know why i came back?.." she mumbled, Elliana nodded kind of understanding, "What happened after i left?"

Eillana said, "Me and Jentzen took a break, Piper was sad, and the squad took breaks, It was gloomy without you," she looked right at her letting a sigh out, "your the light of the squad darkness, and yet that sounds corny but it's the truth,"

"I'm sorry for kissing him i didn't-" "don't be sorry, I should of told you when we got together, and you liked him first anyways." she weakly smiled,

She put her arm by y/n shoulder bringing her in a side hug, "I'm glad our friend-ship fix," she told her, "me too," y/n uttered,

They sat there for another twenty minutes before heading back.

-

Eillana walked in the house, feeling cold air, y/n walked beside her, as they walked upstairs to y/n bedroom, "your room messy," she said, "wanna help me clean it?" she asked before turning to look at her, Eille nodded,

Eille picked the dirty clothes up, then putting them in a basket, she wiped the floor, finding mostly the stuff that y/n did needed, she put that stuff on the bed, helping y/n with organizing, "thank you," she softly spoke, "your welcome" she smiled,

They walked in the bathroom, picking up big pieces of glass, putting them in a trash-bag, Eille then grabbed the broom sweeping the tiny glass from the floor, Y/n said "what about the mirror?" Eille sat the broom down looking at her, "don't worry about it, I'll fix it later."

She nodded, Eile sat on floor next to y/n, "I'm scared of messing up, once again" Y/n voice cracks, "you won't, I promise you," she told her, she looked down grabbing y/n hand, then looked up at her, "I won't let that mistake happen again," her soft voice echo through the bath-room,

Eillana put her head down on y/n shoulder, closing her eyes,  listening to the sound of her breathing,  y/n put her head on Eiliana head,  holding her hand,  at least one of the problems was fixed,  other then ignoring it,  it made less stress,  and y/n was forever grateful for her,  for helping cleaning her room,

bandaging up her hand, listening to her many problems, it felt nice she could say.. it made her happy.

a/n; sorry for the short chapter, but i promise i will update as soon as i get wifi, so please bare with me also hope you enjoy this, while i try to get some sleep after writing a couple chapters, also i really hoped i didn't get eillana name wrong cause i don't wanna look but!! don't be a shy Reader!

I also hope you're having a super good Holiday! Almost merry Christmas!!