I was changing earlier and caught my reflection in the mirror for the first time in a while... have I really let myself go? where did all this jiggle come from? I swear I fit these jeans just fine only last week ..
guys, it's been a week and I tried on the outfit i went to brunch in. this is really embarrassing, but I can barely button them up, and when I do, my belly looks.. well..
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Ive always been a slim girl, so to struggle to put my belt buckle in its usual hole and look like.. this? it's unbelievable I couldn't even try to suck in my stomach, as I'd had a big breakfast by this point. not only am I spilling out of size 14 pants, but I have so much fat up my sides and back. when I wear a bra, I can see all my back rolls poking out above and below it. I was sure nobody would notice, but I guess I've gotten too big now. I'm still not what I would call 'fat', but, Ive definitely been filling in. I don't have a scale to check, but I think I've maybe put on 5-10 pounds over the last month or so. definitely not anything crazy, but quite a bit more than I'm used to. I just cant help it when I'm hungry, I'll eat anything. god, as I'm typing this I'm drinking a bottle of coke and feeling myself ooze out of jeans which should fit me fine. I don't plan on changing my lifestyle, but I hope I don't gain much more weight. I'm sure I can still pull off the clothes that I have, but if I keep going.. I won't fit them for much longer
