MAHA POV:
Allah I am so fed up of this life.Nobody support me or comfort me,they just criticise me for my looks.Why nobody see how my nature and behaviour is?It's not my fault that I am a girl or no siblings are born after me.Why dada and dadi(grandparents) always taunt me for being a girl and love samahir and abiha.I always craved for their and dad's love.Please make a spot in their heart for me.I don't know why suicide is haram,if suicide was not haram.I would have taken my life till now.I don't know what is written in my fate in future.Why dad always taunt me that I am the reason of mom and his fight.Why would I want them to fight with each other.Why he always said to me that I don't want any siblings to be born.So,I can get full property of his.I just want my life where everybody love me.Rayyan bhaijaan is also like them.He promised me before going to U.K,he told me that he will call me, but he has also changed beacuse I have acne on my face and gain weight.He was my bestfriend,atleast he should have at least understood but no he is like everybody.I hate you Rayyan Khan.Don't ever show your face to me.Every month he sent me gifts as if I were hungry for his gifts.
Arshad uncle:"Beta hum pohnch gaye hy ghar"
3rd Person POV:
Maha gets off the car and walks inside.She saw that her cousins are sitting in the lounge.She said salam to them and went inside to her room.Samahir followed her.
Samahir said:"Maha do you know?I have said rayyan bhai to send us more gifts this time."
Maha replied:"Why you always say to your brother to send me gifts too?If he calls, say that I don't need his favors, since the relationship broke up 10 years ago, there is no need for gifts either."
Samahir said:"Why are you saying like this"
She replied:"To tum hi batao k main kia kaho wo har dafa gifts aisy bhejta hy jaisy hamari ab wo dosti rah gayi hy.Aj tak usne message kr k ye to poocha nhi k maha tum theek ho ab tumhe koi kuch kehta to nhi .Boht usne wady kiye tha na choty hoty k wo bady hokar sab theek kar dega koi mujhe kuch nhi kahy ga par tumhe pata hy kia uske jany k baad to mujhe aur bhi batain suni padti hy k moti hoti jarahi ho weight kam karo apna.Moo pe jo acne usko khatam karo tumse kon shadi kary ga jo bhi kary ga wo pachtaye ga.Yaar tang agayi ho main is zindagi se.Aur agr uske gifts nhi logi to mar to nhi jaogi na 10 saal se baat nhi ki na usey dekho zinda ho main"
Samahir said:"Maha bas kardo is main mere bhai ki galti kia hy agar sary tumhe kuch kehty hy aur tum batao k wo kaisy theek kuch kar sakty hy?Mujhe laga tha k tum rayyan bhaijan k wapis any ka wait karti hogi jaisy hum sab karty hain lekin tum to unse nafrat karti ho"
She replied:"Haa karti ho main unse nafrat aur unko bhi bata dena k mujhe apni shakal dekhany ki zaroorat nhi hy aur jo gifts bhejty rehty hy har dafa wo na bheja kary q k un ke gifts dekh kr mujhe tayi ammi ki aur batain suni parti hy k main to ho hi bhooki insaan jo in gifts k liye intezar karti rehti ho unko kehna k is dafa wo abiha aur tumhe gifts bhejy.Aur please abhi chali jao yaha se maere sar main bohat dard horahi hy"
Samahir said:"Tumhe pata hy maha sab sahi kehty hy tum badal gayi ho ab" and goes from there.
Maha feel hurt after listening her and started crying.Her head is hurting so bad and she have not eaten since yesterday.When she check her weight on meter scale.She is so frustrated after seeing same weight and suddenly she faint right there.
Meanwhile in U.K:
Finally,all meetings are done for today.I am so tired today and I have to see off hashir chachu also to the airport.His phone started ringing and see that his mom is calling him.
Rayyan said:"A.o.a mama! kaisi hy ap?"
Zoha replied:"mama k bachy kaha gayab rehty ho tum rayyan?Tumhe agar phone na karo to tumhe tofeeq to nhi hoti phone karny ki.Tum mujhe ye batao Pakistan kab arahe ho har dafa jab bhi poocho yahi kehty k kaam hy mujhe.Tum ye batao konsi building tumne apne kandho pe uthayi hui hy k agar pakistan ajaogy to tumhare sahare k bagair gir jayegi."
He replied: "Arey mama sans to lely ap ek hi sans main kitna danty gi ap mujhe?"
Suddenly,samahir enteres in her mom room.She didnot know that her mom is talking with him.
Samahir said: "Mama apko pata hy kia k maha kitni badal gayi hy.Sab sahi hi kehty hy k wo ab pehle jaisi nhi rahi."
Rayyan was shocked after hearing this but kept quiet.Zoha asked her why is she saying like this.
She replied: "wo kehti hy k rayyan bhaijan se kah do k unke gifts ki usko zaroorat nhi.Agar 10 saal se unse baat nhi ki to zinda hy wo aur is dafa agar gifts nhi legi wo to mar nhi jayegi.Apko pata hy sab se zyada bura mujhe kia laga wo kah rahi thi k rayyan bhaijan se wo nafrat karti hy aur unki shakal kabhi nhi dekhy gi q k unhone usey bhi dhoka dia hy.Bhala in sab main rayyan bhaijan ki kia galti"
Zoha said: "To kia galat kaha usney poocho apne is nikamy bhai se k usey wada q kar k gaya tha k wo jaldi pakistan ayega aur sab theek kar dy ga"
She get shocked after seeing rayyan on phone and bit her tongue.Suddenly,aryaan came and said: "Mama jaldi aye pata nhi maha ko kia howa hy wo apni ankhen nhi khol rahi hy chachi kab se usko hila rahi hy.Main usko hospital lekar jaraha ho apne jana hy kia?"
Zoha replied: "Haan arahi ho main.Rayyan Allah hafiz and ends the call.
That's it for today.Please vote and comment.Allah Hafiz
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