Lucid Percussions

Jeula

Frontal Lobe 
motor cortex
somatosensory cortex
amygdala
hippocampus
thalamus
pons
medulla oblongata
parietal temporal occipital 

that is all we 

are this much we 

know but it must be more it 

must be more it 

must be more

this body weighs so heavy and
i know know all i am is energy
kilojoules and joules and amps
and kilowatts and watts 
and calories and btus and volts

a battery that has been battered
a battery that cannot output energy is disposed of
so why am i not done decomposing?
and what is me recharging?

circuits of vituperation allow the
energies to remain but the terminals are fried
eiditic memory of energy contacts who surged 
me where is the spark in you from who
how do I run the 'fun' application?
how are their terminals not broken?
i am i am not I am i aphotic?
lavinia whispers her secrets to me and i cannot laugh but i do
motor cortex lackng energ
ameliorate the contacts and
do not forget to smile
motor dysfunction
somatosensory surging
hippocampus and amygdala shrieking 
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i yell at Sonya to stop her impulsions
i shove Lavinia out of her casket-bed
i hold Karin in chains
my efforts become nspkbl
and I hold it all together to keep the battery working

this is not 
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what humans 
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are meant for
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stop feeling stop feeling stop feeling
My circuits are broken in the right ways
my feelings are right in the broken ways
I cannot express the energy no matter how much I create or speak or scream
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