15. I'm Terrified.

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Posted: 11.15.2015
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I meant to update yesterday, but I was so sick it wasn't even funny and the medication I took only made me tired so I slept most of the day. I still feel shitty today but at least I'm eating and can be in a position other than the fetal one. If this update is shit I'm sorry, I didn't mean for it to be. 

Okay you guys, so I just found out recently that my friend has started writing Fanfics too, and tbh I don't want her to find mine, and know it's me because like wattpad is a place I'm sincerely honest about my feeling and shit, so like tbh I'm going to stop signing things with my name, because like if she found my shit I think I'd die fr and I know it may seem really childish and shit and I mean it may very well be but like I've admitted a ton of shit on some of my stories and it's stuff no one knows about me, so it's kind of nerve wracking. 

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    It's been a few months since Reagan and I walked out on Ashton, and things have been to quiet for my liking. Quiet as in I've heard absolutely nothing from Ashton since then and that could mean, one of two things.

1. He's really upset and probably crying while watching Dirty Dancing.

or

2. He's coming up with some sort of plan to take Toby away from Reagan and I.

    To be completely honest, I really hope it's the first one, because I like it being Reagan, Toby and I. I feel like it's exactly how things should be. I walk up to the bathroom, Reagan saying she was going to give Toby a bath, though that was an hour ago. I walk into the bathroom, seeing Reagan on the floor with her head in her hands, sobbing quietly. 

    "Baby, what's wrong?" I ask, sitting down on the floor next to her.

    "I'm terrified" She sobs and I pull her into me "I don't want him to be taken away from us" 

    "He won't be, I promise" I kiss her forehead, hoping more than anything I can keep that promise.

    "But you don't know that! He could very easily manipulate someone into being on his side" 

    "Rae, he won't be taken from us. I'll find a way to make sure we'll stay together as a family" I whisper, wiping away her tears. She looks up at me in awe, a small smile tugging at her lips.

    "I love you" She whispers, and my heart feels like it's going to explode. I lean down and press my lips to hers, my hand cupping her cheek.

    "I love you Reagan" I whisper back "And I will do everything I can to keep him with us" 

    "I need to go feed him" She stands up wiping her tears, I stand up after her, wrapping my arm around her shoulder and kissing her cheek.

    "Are you hungry?" I ask her and she shrugs "I'll take that as a yes, so I'll go make us some food" I chuckle, walking down to the kitchen, she comes down the steps minutes later after me with Toby in her arms. 

    "Come on Baby, I know you're hungry" She coos, putting him in his high chair "We can have bananas, or green beans, or maybe come carrots" She pulls out three jars of baby food and Toby immediately goes for the bananas "Good choice" Reagan giggles, putting away the carrots and green beans. She walk over to the drawer, kissing my cheek as she grabs a baby spoon and walks back over to Toby and feeds him his bananas. [A/N not going to lie, I literally sing 'Holla Back Girl' to spell bananas and I'm not ashamed]

    A knock on the door makes me furrow my eyebrows and Reagan look up from Toby "It's probably Bella, I'll go get it" She stands up, handing me the baby food. I nod, and walk over to Toby continuing to feed him as she answers the door. 

    Toby coos when I look over at Reagan as she walks back into the kitchen "Babe what is that?" I ask her as she looks at the paper in horror. I walk over to her, looking at the paper over her shoulder. My eyes widen and I look over at my little bundle of joy. He looks over at me and Reagan, giggling his little feet kicking around.

    I can't believe I may lose him.

;;;

Ohh shit

Anyways, sorry for my immaturity in the authors note, but tbh, I don't need people I go to school wit telling my shit around :(

Love from a nugget, Bad_Boy_Hemmo




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