He never wanted me

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Ezra p.o.v

I was in a mission with Kanan and the things aren't going well. The Grand inquisitor have trapped me. I was trying my best to fight him but I loose my balance and I fell down. The grand inquisitor was ready to kill me but the Kanan appear from nowhere and blocked him with his lightsaber. He started to fight with the inquisitor. They fight hard and then Kanan throw the inquisitor with the force. We both went back to the phantom and Kanan shooted some TIES and we manage to escape. When we arrived in the gost the athers members of the was missing in another mission. When I was going to my room Kanan grabbed me violent.
" What happened out there? You wasn't focused enough and you might have injured or died" he screamed at me. I was scared. He never acted to me like this. I could feel his anger grow up and now I was full of tears.
" I am sorry. I did my best" I cried.
" NO. If you have done your best you would have beat the inquisitor. What will happen if I can't help you the next time? What you will do? I can't understand you. I am doing my best to teach you but you don't learn. You never listen me and you never follow my orders" then he hit me in the wall and then he throws me on the floor. My face was full of blood.
" Sometimes I wish I had never take you as my pandawan useless and pathetic street rat" then he was kicking me over and over. Two minutes later he left. I went to my room and started to cry. He doesn't want me. I wasn't good enough for him. I don't deserve him or the crew. I took my backpack and I put inside it clothes, food and some credits. I came in Kanan's room and I saw him asleep. I left a note out of his door and I was ready to run away from him and the gost. But then I heared a sound behind me. I turned around and I saw...
"Choper? What are you doing here?"
"Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw"
"You were here all this time and you heard everything?"
"Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw"
"Yes Choper I'm leaving"
"Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw"
"No you can't come with me. Your place is here!"
"Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw"
"You know something if you want to come with me so much OK. But I warn you. We may not see the crew again"
"Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw"
"OK. Now come on. Quick"
I quickly ran to the city. I thought a little. Am I doing the right thing? Probably yes. Anyways this is for the best Kanan didn't want me anyways. I am sure he will be full of happiness when he found out that I have run away. I go to the capital sity and then I met some pirates. They were going on Datooin and I pay them to take me and Choper with them. Datooin was too far from Lothal and nobody will ever found us there.

Kanan p.o.v

I was so mad with Ezra. I went to my room and I fell asleep. I was really exhausted. When my eyes closed the memories of what I did before flashed on my mind. Oh no! What I did? I thought. I ran out of my room. I went on Ezra's room. He wasn't there. I went on the kitchen. Nothing. On the cockpit. Nothing. On the others rooms. Nothing. I searched all the ship. Nothing. I went back on my room with tears running down my face. Then I noticed a piece of paper on the floor out of my room. I picked it up and started to reading.

Kanan if you read this note me and Choper will have run away. I am sorry for everything. I didn't mean to fail you. I am sure you'll be better without me.
Goodbye forever master.
Ezra Bridger

He run away. He ran away cause of me. What I did? What I just did? It's my fault? He left and It's all my fault? I'll find you Ezra. I'll find you.

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