i was very close to giving up today
i just wanted everything to end
today was supposed to be a happy day
but it ended with me crying and with thoughts to kill myself
what a stupid thing to think
but at that moment i want to so bad
the only thing that stopped me
i have lulu
and the worst thing is
i wanted you
but for what
why did i want you
that isn't even a possibility
ill never meet daddy
good thing i didn't remember that i miss you
i didn't need to cry anymore
but right now i can feel my tears
but why
why do i want to cry
we're strangers right?
so why do i miss someone i don't even know
why is it wrong to want to be more
more then just strangers
but its ok
ill be ok
right
one day ill stop loving you right?
but why can't it be now
why not now when the thing i want most is to meet you
why can't my feelings disappear right now
when i just want to hear your voice
why did it have to be you
why did i have to love you
YOU ARE READING
To You
Poetry"love balances on a small line something so small can break it the love changes without a warning and you ask yourself when did it really start to break"
