The Wife's Tears

Screen Saver

That rare moment
That I get to hold your Iphone...
I was giddy all over...
I wondered...
Do you have my picture?

My face should be in there.
My smiles, fair.
This angle and that...
Ready for a kiss and to be had...

Oh, spare me a clear vision!
A woman's headshot
In plunging V-neck vamp red...
Clearly, not my style.

That's not my hair!
Thats not my smile!
I don't have tattooed eyebrows!
I don't have poreless furrows!

My tattas were never double D's.
Squeeze them together...
Hardly a C.
But I don't envy...

I'd like to deny what I see
-not me, not me.
I'm not your fantasy.
No longer me...

Stupid me...

Saved on your screen
Is a different queen...
I've been usurped...
Unseated...
Dethroned...

When will it finally dawn on me?
That I'm no longer your ecstasy?
I bore you and make you sleep.
I no longer stimulate....

When you look at that screen...
Us - Do you compare?
When you exit stealthily and hide...
Is our ruined love beyond repair?