Hayden knew when she came out, eveything would change
she didn't expect to be pinned against the wall with someone's lips on hers in a conversion camp
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This book contains scenes of sexual activity, hom...
Everyone gathered around a small fire that had been lit in the church yard. We sat on a log and devoured the smores we were given. I passed around a few beers I had snuck in
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"Never have I ever had sex while my parents were home" Abeke said
Tokyo pulled a finger down, so did Jade and Maddison
"Damn, y'all wild" I chuckled
"Oh don't you dare" Tokyo said
"What?" I asked, knowing damn well what was happening
"You better put that finger down Graceffa" Tokyo playfully glared
"Fine" I placed my finger down, a girl has needs
"Acting all innocent and shit, you got 4 fingers down Alexis!" Abeke yelled
"That makes me feel so good about myself" I playfully clutched my heart. I'm different, people make me feel like shit about my lack of commitment
Honestly? I'm not ready to give myself fully to someone. I can't imagine going through the pain of giving your entire soul to someone and having them take it for granted. Not again.
I was used, mistreated, played like a fool. I'll be caught dead before I give someone that advantage again
"Alright, never have I ever been cheated on" Danny says
Literally no-one places their finger down. Although they didn't know, I still felt a target on my back
I placed my final finger down and everyone's eyes were on me. Suddenly the memories flood back in. My jaw locked, grinding my teeth together
"whoa, are you serious right now?" Tokyo furrowed her brows
"What the fuck happened" Jade asked "If you're comfortable with speaking about it" she added
"I really don't wanna talk about it" I say getting up
"I'll see you guys tomorrow, check my bags, I have a couple sleeping bags so you guys don't sleep on the bare grass, have fun guys, sleep well" I waved, they all said a sad goodbye and I went on my way
Was I being dramatic? It was a trigger for the past that I've been trying so hard to forget about
I attempted to clear my mind by going for a walk, my feet lazily dragging over the grass
I was totally being extra right? I didn't have to leave. But I wanted to
My shoulder leaned against a tree, my eyes giving their attention to the beautiful of the night
The whistle of the wind sung like music to my ears, the stars of the night called my name
The bright stars reflected onto my eyes, I took a few deep breaths in from my nostrils before slowly exhaling. My head leaned against the tree
