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Chapter 19

After two days Amanda walked with Amelia and I understood and I was glad to walk with Blue when Craig's car passed us and from that day I  haven't heard or seen Craig and Matt was convinced that I was protecting Amanda and nothing was happening between Blue and I and wouldn't blow the cover until Amanda decides to talk. It's already 10 pm and I have no sleep and I have been eating a lot and don't mind my phone beeped

*you aren't coming or should we fetch you?*
Matt

"No, I'm good" :-)

*Amanda and Amelia are here, please come* :-(
Matt
I knew Amanda was going but not Amelia

"No and enjoy" and texted again "goodnight":-)  wanting to seem like I was going to bed and it beeped again but decided I'm not gonna answer and began to ring and the caller was unknown and decided to answer but keep quite

" Hello, this is Oliver and it's Craig's phone. You sure you don't want us to come fetch you?" his voice was so sexy and felt I was losing it so Craig has pride to ask me to come or maybe he's busy.

"No, I'm okay but thank you for asking" i could hear i was on speaker and a back round voice said something about Virgin Mary and I knew it was Amelia and Jessica and Amanda just told them to shut up.

"Bye" he said before dropping the call and wasn't hurt about what the rude remark.

I lifted my left sleeve and saw the fading scars and slowly ran the blade on my skin and began to cut it, one after another and it really felt good to just bring your self own pain rather than someone bringing you the pain. Sometimes you forget about the pain caused by the world and focus on the cuts the blood dripping through my skin made me smile maybe I was insane but it didn't matter, I didn't matter.

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It's been a Month and we were done with our exams so it was schools holidays and my mother told me that my sperm donor went on a business trip, like I cared and Selena went to our Granny for the holiday, she somehow enjoyed it there and it didn't bother me as long as she's being treated okay and was left alone most of the time and Amanda told me that he told Craig the whole truth and he wants to meet with Blue and Blue didn't mind at all and wasn't going to let Craig scare him off but was going to let Amanda take the final decision. Amanda wanted me to come but I declined she had to face all her problems head on and I was sitting and watching how to make your hair curly and i tried it and wasn't bad at all for the first time. but decided to braid my hair and I was done 6 hours later

*I'm having a double shift be back tomorrow around 5*
Mom

"Okay" I simply replied, I wasn't going to put that much effort

Amanda texted me telling me that the date went well and was glad that the truth finally came out then received a text from Blue telling me about a party and Craig invited him and wanted to tag me along but I wasn't sure if I wanted that. An unknown call came in and it was Craig's number I memorised them but did not save them and answered after the third ring and said nothing.

"Why don't you talk when answering your phone?" Craig said in the most annoyed tone and Jessica giggled "it is my phone thank you" and I just rolled my eyes "ouch" Matt laughed and Craig kept quiet
"You busy?" Oliver asked and I knew it was about the party

"Very" I answered polity

"We coming to fetch you" Matt said through the line
"hey very listen I'm not taking no for an answer today." Matt can be an ass and he does it. "She's going to wear like our god mother I bet" that was defiantly Amelia's voice "she going to crap our style" Jessica said and they laughed "At least she's does not wear like a whore" that was Matt and the guys laughed "whatever" they said and dropped the phone. I was somehow hurt about what they said and I wasn't going to give in and began to choose what to wear and maybe I'm a godmother they say I am and I texted Blue asking were we were going and it was the most popular night club and I luckly saw a shoe box and took it out and it was a red wine dress Lara bought for me and I told her to throw it away because I looked weird in it and I was very thin and didn't fit and I took the dress and wore it and was so tight and right above my knees wasn't short but perfect and I.... I don't know how i was and wore tekkie's I felt so comfortable in them and put on some eye liner from my mother's room and decided to whip it off , I'm perfectly fine with my vaseline and was good and my phone beeped again and it was blue

*They are seriously on their way, I hope you ready and they so determined*×××Blue
and I just smiled because I was ready for them and saw the scars and decided to put some make up on it because the dress wasn't long sleeved but I'm glad it was only dark lines, I have been a month razor free  and put a watch and I looked like me and there was a knock on the door and the person let themselves in and i went to the sitting room and it was only Matt and his jaws and waved at him

"Damn where is Luna?" In the most dramatic voice and we both laughed and he gave me a hug " you look beautiful " wait inside I want to do something and went outside and was surprised what it was and came back a few minutes and held my hand like we were going to a ball or something and he took my keys

"It looks just like Craig's" I know what he was talking about and smiled and we walked outside and there was all his friends standing there and there was 3 cars outside and the guys seemed to clap and Craig was so amazed and Amanda seemed to look very impressed and Blue just gave me thumbs up and the other girls rolled their eyes and I didn't care. "This is my girl forever and ever, gents don't look" and we all laughed and closed the door and went to them

"You look so good" Amanda said while hugging me and Blue did the same

"And, No touching" Matt said and everyone laughed again and the guys gave me hugs and Oliver hugged me for the longest time and he smelled like mint and Matt got between us and Craig didn't know what to do.

"Aren't you going to hug her?" Amanda asked and everyone looked at Craig and he came towards me and gave me a hug and GOD I so missed him and he squeezed me a bit, who was I fooling because I missed this fool.
"Enough now" Matt said more like we were in school and laughed again and let go "so how we going to ride?" Matt asked and Amelia held Craig's arm, Jessica was with Nash, Oliver and Mia was there with two extra people I didn't know and there was Blue, Amanda and me. Craig drove with Amelia, Jessica and Nash and Matt drove with me and the two people I didn't know but it was part of their group and Oliver drove with Blue and Amanda and Mia. We got in and drove away and they introduced themselves as Mark and Jason and we drove to a club and got out.