if someone asked me what the scariest thing was
my answer would be disillusionment
just imagine waking up one day and realising you could never achieve what you wanted because you aren't as good as you thought you were
waking up and just sitting there knowing that you have things to do, but also thinking that there's no use to any of it because in the end there'll always be people a hundred times better than you.
but i guess that's not disillusionment. that's just paranoia. and doubt.
cause i carry on like a wayward son
and through and through i've come undone
and now i am but a wayward man
with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hands. ~ Hallucinogenics Matt Maeson
