REASON TO LOVE AGAIN

Another rant

So.....

I announce that i have adhd.....

I told my sister about it.

And she was like,
' don't believe that sh**. You need to see a doctor. Not yourself, you look like you wanted to have it.' and other things that hurt me so bad........

I been noticing myself since the start of first yesr of high school.

Like i get myself distracted by other stuff, not focusing on my studies, i talk more and more none stop, and i always daze or blankly stared at something, and I always forget things like names, small object and other stuff.

Then at the start of covid through out of the year, i found this ' ADHD' on google and me , being curious like a cat, decided to search it up. Then i read it and realize i have those.

Now.....i am so scared to tell my dad about it.

So i have ADHD and depression on my side.

So if i am old enough till this covid is now gone, i will go to see the doctor for check up and prove my f******* little sister that i was right.

( i am scared to update this. I was in the middle of writing the story but i got distracted when thoughts of my little sister said that to me that makes me cry)