pick a power and pray to it,
tell it how you should be forgiven.
i didn't deserve your making me feel this way:
like i don't matter,
like it was all fake,
like you never cared for me.keep trying to convince me the problem is all in my head.
but it was,
wasn't it?
our relationship i mean,
you meant more to me in the romanticized rot of my brain than anything you ever deserved.
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sometimes rain, sometimes rainbow - poetry collection
Poetrya collection of poems, written in real time about the good, the bad, and the ugly that comes with healing. PLEASE READ THE CONTENT WARNINGS this poetry collection includes themes and descriptions of: sexual violence/assault/harassment PTSD halluci...