i don't deserve you

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pick a power and pray to it,
tell it how you should be forgiven.
i didn't deserve your making me feel this way:
like i don't matter,
like it was all fake,
like you never cared for me.

keep trying to convince me the problem is all in my head.
but it was,
wasn't it?
our relationship i mean,
you meant more to me in the romanticized rot of my brain than anything you ever deserved.

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