Wondering

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It is the birthdays . . . and the princess with its knight in a mountain of Moniyan – maybe.



You liked me for almost two years,
And I kept rejecting you in some ways,
Now: you find my friend,
I know it is my fault –
But I am starting to hate her.

I found the memories;
She is so pure,
And you are too,
She deserves you,
And you deserves her more than me,
Back then you told me about L and O;
You said they are us,
But I did not know about it, oh –
And she knew about it.

I am happy for you;
I am happy for the both of you,
But I am just wondering:
Do you even think of me whenever September comes?
Because I remember you whenever March comes;
Do you remember me every time you see the V sign?
Because I remember you every time I see the P sign;
Do you accidentally think of me?
Because I accidentally thought of you;
Everytime you see L and O,
Do you remember us?

I knew you two would be together,
Since that day I saw you talking to her about that movie;
I knew you two would click,
Since I saw you and her had this same vibes,
And we are completely the opposites,
They say opposites do attract;
I guess, yes –
But opposites do not last.

You hated the app where I was reading;
You were suggesting me to play a game she was playing too,
And I hated that game you were playing,
But after a year,
I finally played the game –
Now that you are not here,
And there I met L and O,
I guess, you are now playing that game with her,
And I am wondering:
What if you are still here,
Will you play that game with me?

And if you are hearing this today,
I want to tell you that I could still be your friend,
And I am happy for you,
Sorry if I did not greet you on your birthday;
I just do not want to ruin the both of you,
I know I am a ghost from the past;
I did not greet you,
But I want you to know:
I will always remember it.

And I am happy for you;
I am really happy for the both of you,
But I am just wondering . . .

Do you even think of me whenever September 12 comes?
Because whenever March 15 comes I will think of you;
Do you remember me every time you see the Virgo sign?
Because every time I see the Pisces sign I think of you;
Do you accidentally look back?
Because I accidentally cried thinking of you;
Everytime you see Lancelot and Odette,
Do you remember us?

And I am just wondering . . .

Yes . . . just wondering,
Why did the world conspire us together,
If we will not make it until the end?

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