Scarlett pov
It's been at least a month since what had happened and I'm constantly visiting y/n and yeah she's doing really great with her fast recovery...tho she's still having some relapses but we can clearly see the improvement.
I'm currently on a meeting with my agency to discuss my film projects and series line up.
"Scarlett? Scarlett??" My manager called me out snapping me out of my thoughts
"Hmm? Sorry"
"We're just saying maybe you should go out with y/n? A little more paparazzi pictures that you support her at this time will do a lot" he shrugged and I'm just quietly staring
He suddenly turned around with a sigh shaking his head "it's been a month.. why are all the projects still going for her? She's not even working anymore. Why are these people can't forget her??" He groaned seems stressed out
I just took a deep breath and told them i should get going to pick up rose from school...i drove straight to y/n's house seeing she's at the kitchen Bringing out some fruits on the fridge
" Hey... What are you doing? " I asked forcing a smile going to her direction
"I want some fruit smoothie" she Innocently says grabbing a knife but i immediately took it out of her hands "I'll help you ok?" I huffed earning her nod
I started slicing the fruits while she's just staring at me watching behaved. "Oh.. uhm.... I don't like strawberries" she suddenly says while I'm slicing them making me tilt my head confused
"You don't? But you love strawberries! remember when we ate the heart... Waffles..." I chuckled but quickly realized it making me stop my self dropping my expression
"You.. don't like strawberries?" I asked biting my lips
"Hmm no...not at all" she chuckled and i just dropped the knife feeling really guilty of everything covering my face
"Are you ok?" She asks softly
"N-No..." I sniffed shaking my head
"We can talk" she smiled grabbing my hand pulling me upstairs going on her room.
We sat on the edge of her bed while she gave me this stuffed animal that looks like her dog "hailee got me that....he looks like oaky right? I hug him when i Don't feel ok...hmmm so why are you not ok? " She asks as i actually hugged the toy
" You know i had a girlfriend right? " I asked trying to look cheerful knowing she might change her mood too like mine if i had a breakdown
" Alex? "
" Hm hmm.."
" What about her? "
" U-uhm... I.. treated her really bad..when she deserves everything great" i smiled
"you... Killed her? " She suddenly whispered seriously making me chuckle
"Not physically.."
"That doesn't make any sense" she sighs
She looked away still seemed confused but i just can't get the words out..i feel like it's not right to explain things to her right now that she can't even understand what's happening.
"Does she loves you?" She asks
"Genuinely.. a lot.. she really does" i took a deep breath
"Then it doesn't matter" she softly says staring at my eyes
"hmm? "
"what did you do to her..? "
" I....i thought she was this annoying selfish.. self centered person...i.. i w-was just...i...when uh.. i asked her out.. i didn't liked her at all...i was just doing it to get my spot back..." I looked down so ashamed of myself
"Did you fell in love with her at the end?" She asked tilting her head
"No... I can't force myself even if she's the most amazing person I've ever met.. I'm trying my hardest to love her that way.. but i just can't.."
Y/n just got quiet as i heard her breathing heavily " y-you.. don't love me?" She suddenly says seriously seemed like she got back on her normal state
" Y/n... "
" N-No... S-Step back... " She huff standing up moving away from me
"A-Are you--"
"I'M OK SCARLETT" she shouted making me flinch as she catch her breath.
"I---" i tried going to her trying to calm her down tears running down my cheeks but she keeps on pushing me away
"Y-You..YOU ARE THE SELFISH SELF CENTERED ONE..YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF MY FEELINGS!!..OUR FEELINGS!! YOUR KIDS!?? I---Y-YOURE THE WORST PERSON" she clenched her jaw
" Don't bring the kids into this..." I scoffed swallowing thickly
" Did i? Or maybe their own mother did" shs suddenly says and i just couldn't hold my self that i slapped her so hard that it echoed all around her room
" Y-Y/n.. i...i-im sorry.. " i immediately goes to her touching her cheeks but she looked me directly in the eyes and i could see the pity on her face..
" It didn't hurt.. " she mumbled her tears falling nonstop
I just pulled her on a hug sobbing on her chest waiting for her to hold me too.."I'm s-sorry.." i pulled her even closer
"Y-You never loved me?" She whispered underneath her breath and i just stayed quiet not wanting to lie anymore
"N-Not even for a second?" She dropped her shoulders and as i looked up to her cupping her cheeks
"Why are you crying? Have you seen the drawing i made??" She suddenly changed her mood cheerfully and i just rested our foreheads together still sobbing on her situation..
She pushed me off of her lightly going to her nightstand getting her sketch book.. i just grabbed the stuffed dog toy hugging it tightly trying to stop myself from crying
"Why are you holding that??? HE'S MINE!!" she shouted furiously snatching it from me
"Stay away from me... W-what are you doing?? STEP BACK!!" she started crying while I'm just sitting here not even moving
"N-NO! P-PLEASE GO AWAY!! STOP IT!! I'M NOT STUPID! YOU ARE! STOP LAUGHING!!!" she covered hee ears dropping on the floor as i immediately goes to her quickly pulling her on a hug burying her face on my chest
'its ok... Y-youre ok" i sighs feeling her calm down on my hold
"Why are you here?" She suddenly ask
"For you.."
"If you don't love love me just leave.. you're hurting me much more" she mumbled..
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SPOTLIGHT
FanfictionNew book cover y/n y/l/n a.k.a. the new Scarlett Johansson. There's a new actress that is in Scarlett's eyes she stole her spot. she's the new highest paid actress, the new producer's favorite and the new spotlight. Soon, They'll need to work on a f...
