Agreement With The Bad Boy (MORGAN SERIES 1)

CHAPTER 37

TW⚠️: Abuse

Pahinga ang ginawa ko noong makarating ako sa France. It was quiet, and lonely again. I guess I'm back at suffering again? Whenever I came back come, I'm always back in the corner of this room while agonizing something I didn't even know.

Was it really my fault? I am really the one to blame? That's the question that still lingering on my mind.

But I didn't even blame them before. I didn't hold grudge when I was hurt before. Hindi ko sila pinahiya noong sila ang nagkasala dati. All I did is stay away with them even if I'm the victim.

I wanted a revenge. But I did really revenge? The answer is I don't know. Kahit kailan ay hindi ko malalaman kung kaya ko bang ipaghiganti ang sarili ko. I promised to fight back, but I'm always ended up being alone. Being the antagonist of their story.

DAYS HAVE PASSED and I didn't even go out in my lonely home. Vósk doesn't even have the idea I'm already home. I can't go out, and I'm afraid on going out.

I looked at my reflection on the mirror. I look pale, and very thin. Hindi ako kumakain minsan dahil nawawalan ako ng gana. I can't even cook for myself. Puro ako order sa mga fast food dito.

During the days I stayed at my house felt empty for me. This used to be my safe place, but why do I feel not safe anymore? I can't even look at my phone, nor watch the news. I guess I came back worst.

I didn't answer any call from my friends and Esme. Kahit ang tawag ni Xavier ay hindi ko sinasagot. How dare him call me. He's a jerk, he left his son for me? Was it really true? If that's the case, I'll not let him see me again.

"Mira? Mira?"rinig kong tawag sa labas ng bahay ko.

I walked slowly at the window and settled my eyes on the small hole in the middle. I bit my lip when I saw Vósk outside. It must be Esme who told him I'm back since I'm not answering her calls.

"Vósk..."I called him the moment I opened the door.

"Mon Dieu Mira ! Qu'est-ce qui t'est arrivé?(My gosh Mira! What happened to you?)"saad ni Vósk at eksaheradang hinawakan ang mukha at kamay ko na tila sinusuri ako.

"Anong kailangan mo?"mahinang tanong ko.

"Your sister called me. She said you're not answering her calls. Your sister is worried, and Mira look at yourself. You look so thin and pale."saad niya at umiling pa.

"Okay lang ako, Vósk. I'll start working on Monday."sabi ko rito.

"If you're not feeling well just rest for the meantime. Your sister said that your mom is going to come here."sabi niya kaya napapikit ako.

Maging si mama ay naaabala ko na. Hindi ko alam kung bakit siya pupunta rito pero sa tingin ko ay nag-aalala rin ito kagaya ng mga kapatid at kaibigan ko.

"Your mom must be so worried. I don't know what to do with you anymore. You're showing the Mira I knew five years ago."sabi niya kaya napatingin ako sakan'ya.

"I think I'll always be the Mira that you have known few years ago. It seems like this world won't let me leave in bliss. It's all fucking sorrow and I'm so tired of it."sabi ko kaya umiling ito.

"Everything we're going through is just part of a challenge, Mira. Everything happens for a reason. And I hope you'll be happy when you already overcome all of the challenges you're facing right now."saad nito.