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Hey <3 it's been a while. I don't really have a valid excuse. I've literally been on a six-week break lol. I'll try to be more active.

I'm genuinely keen to see how old you think I am from my writing.

Also- can someone PLEASE make Conan on Janitor.ai?! I beg of you.

I've had a few people ask for my Instagram, so my art account is Ivy_Lea_Art. Please do not DM me. If you wish to contact me, please do so on here :) 

Do any of you have Conan Gray fan pages?! If so, lmk because I probably follow you, or will if I don't already <3 Also- anyone who wants to post about this story or promote it has FULL permission.

My Reddit is Gray_Iris I'm only new there though haha.

I'm currently in a Disaster situation with the guy I've liked since I was 8. Yep. It's great. I swear Coney baby has a song for every occasion. 

ALSO- THERE IS NO WAY CONAN ISN'T ANNOUNCING/RELEASING SOMETHING JANUARY 31st. 


So who wants to go to a music/film award ceremony with our boy?! The awards ceremony is made up btw, but pretend it's a famous, big-name, prestigious event. Like the VMAS or MET Gala or iHeart Radio awards etc. 

Also- for today's soundtrack, I'm writing this to the tune of Something To Give Each Other. Good album.





It takes everything that I have not to tug on my hair, risking the ruin of my hair that took at least half an hour for Conan's stylist to perfect. It feels like the glittering silver star hairpins are digging into my scalp, and they're causing my nails to do the same into the palms of my hands. I feel exposed in the long, zip-up black dress, which leaves my arms and a majority of my shoulders bare. The neckline is modest enough, but still boasts about my chest, and leaves my collarbones bare save for the thin straps that keep the gown on my body. Thank the lord for the make-up team. 

The dress matches Cone's suit, the same dark-as-night black, with silver star sequins from top to bottom. The sequins fade and lessen the higher up on the outfit you look. There's a long slit up the right side of my gown that stops mid-thigh, but luckily the loose layers don't stray too far. It sounds rather fancy, but it's nothing compared to the other stars here. Besides, I'm only a date- we're hardly expected to bare much skin, and if we do it's made a spectacle. 

My make-up is fairly simple too, mostly just glitter, eyeliner, mascara, and all of the necessary to cover up any marks or patches on my skin, and the same goes for Conan.

I feel like I should feel lucky to be in a dress like this, but right now all I want is a pair of jeans and one of Conan's baggy shirts. And bed... we've barely been here for an hour, but I swear, for each hour that you spend at these events, there are two spent on getting ready. It could be worse I guess, at least I'm not spending 8 hours getting into a Vecna suit. But it sure feels similar. The good news is that this skirt had the deepest pockets that you can't even see. I know Layla would be so jealous... in fact, I'm pretty sure I might have to save up my money to get her one of these as a present for her. 

I can fit my spare house keys, a packet of gum, lip gloss and phone in them. It's insane. Sure, kissing Conan is wonderful, but is it really that wonderful compared to the pocket perks that come with him?! Hmm...

Cameras flash all around us, and the bright lights that once gave me insane migraines are now prevented thanks to the power of painkillers! It's loud, but I have a small plastic square with a pair of earplugs in it should it get too loud for me. It's mostly people yelling out instructions and camera sound effects. 

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