I don't know why? Why?
I let you be mine.
Even though I don't mean it,
Even though you don't feel it,
I let you hold my hand,
Even when I'm scared of you babe.
I let you hold me, so you will not get lonely.
My reasoning? At least one of us should be happy.
I think I want to know you,
Sometimes I think I want to see you smile,
What do you see? When you look in my eyes?
Do they say I don't want you to be mine?
Please run away and hide,
I'm only trying to survive.
I guess, you do know I don't mean every word I say,
I wonder why are you still keeping me by your side,
Do you really believe in my lies?
Or do you also think at least one of us should be happy?
Are we both suffering?
We are not in love,
We are each other's habit,
We don't say it but we know we are faking,
Will we ever be truly happy?
If you want, I will let you go.
Will you do the same for me?
If you do, we both will break free.
P.S.
Hi readers, if you want to learn more about Qiza, you can read Entwined by nishatronak. Thank you for reading.
Stay blessed.
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Qiza's Soul
PoetryDroopy eyes, dead inside. Maybe I should really die. Letting it slide, cursing my mind, Pretending to be nice, all the damn time. Can I really say I tried?
