Today is another test,
a test I know I'll fail on.
My heart
D
R
O
P
S
and
I feel the panick.
I see a gun pointed to me,
aimed at me.
B A N G !
B A N G !
B A N G !
I feel the bullet piercing through my skin.
My poor eyes turn black,
F
A
L
L
I
N
G
into the dark.
This is my fear,
Failure.
Sometimes I just don't know what to do anymore.
I never liked giving up,
I like to keep going.
But sometimes I say "screw it,"
even though I keep trying.
I don't care if I see that F,
if I care, I'll feel like dirt.
Music,
please take me away from this pain I desise.
I'm sick of hiding the fear.
I want to be able to thrive,
to study like I know it all.
I want to feel smart for once,
I want to feel good about it.
I want my heart to sing in happiness.
I want my eyes evolve into the light
&
watch the darkness fade.
I don't want to be a burden,
I want to be known for my actions.
I want people to look up to me like a guardian angel.
Today is another test,
a test full of obstacles.
My heart will beat with determination.
I won't let the gun strike me out,
I know that I have a long way to go.
So I'll let the blood in my veins burn with courage,
I'm not gonna die today.
~Snowy
ESTÀS LLEGINT
The Feather Of Flying Birds (Poetry)
PoesiaThese are my poems that I wrote. Please don't judge me. Some of these poems are in my deepest thoughts or wrote randomly in my mind. Tell me what you think. enjoy XD May 30, 2016: #372 in Poetry June 1, 2016: #420 in Poetry August 21, 2016: #974 in...